Chapter 12

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Toshi

I take a deep breath leaning on the edge of the building looking out at the city trying to bring my heart rate down

I needed to leave, I may be mad at him right now but I don't want to start shouting at him and say something I might regret

"Trust me I wanted to yell." I mumble to myself and I hear the door to the roof open and I look up and see Kiri put his hands up in surrender

"Its only me." He laughs and I see he is holding to go containers

"What?" I ask and he comes over and hands me the bag

"You should eat something." He smiles and I sigh and take it and he stuffs his hands in his pockets

"Look, Denki told us what he did." He says and I glance at him worried

"Please tell me he didn't tell you what he read." I asked worried

It's one thing if he read it but if he told them I think I'd be extremely mad at him

"Nonono. No, he didn't tell us. He already knows he screwed up. He knows how dead he be if he told us your personal business." He says and I sigh in relief and lean back against the ledge

"Thank God." I mumble and he looks at me and sighs

"Toshi...he didn't tell us but....if you want to and only if...can you tell me what's this all about...I feel like it's more then just him reading something. Denki knows almost everything about you." He says and I sigh and slide down to the ground

"I think I'm ready...to...take me and Denki relationship to the next stage..." I mumble and Kiri eyes widen as he sit next to me

"Toshi that's great! You're moving on, you're growing I'm so proud of you!" He says and I smile a little and sigh

"Denki read that in my journal.." I say and he frowns a bit

"Oh...and I guess you weren't ready to tell him right?" He asks and I shake my head and a tear slips out

"I was nervous to. So I wanted to tell him when I knew I was ready too. I may feel ready for that but I didn't want to say anything until I was 100% sure...am I over reacting about this?" I ask and look at him and he reaches over and wipes my tear away

"No it makes sense, Toshi what you went through is something no one should go through. Denki knows he crossed a boundary doing that. You had the right to wait until you were ready to tell him and he crossed that line reading your journal." Kiri says and I sigh

"I need to talk to him but I needed to get out of there because I didn't want to yell at him. I'm mad but I would hate myself for yelling at him." I admit and he smiles a little

"That shows a lot of how an amazing boyfriend you are. He hurt you by doing that but you still didn't want to hurt him." He says and I sigh and hug my knees and we here the roof door open and Kat is standing there and I notice Denki behind him

"He wants to talk to you. Is that alright?" Kat asks and I glance at Kiri and he points at me

My decision.

"Yeah, come on Denki." I mumble and Kiri gets up and kisses my head and goes to the door patting Denki on the back as he walks out to the roof and Kat and Kiri close the door leaving

Denki sits down in front of me and is nibbling his lip nervously and takes a deep breath

"Toshi I am so so so sorry for invading your privacy like that. I wasn't even thinking when I did that I just saw the journal on the bed and realized it was yours and just opened it. I know that doesn't fix it but I feel horrible please please please forgive me." He says and I look at him and sigh

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