oh I wish I could remove this mask that hides my true feelings,oh I wish I could leave this hell that conceals me
I'm fighting to make everyone think I'm alright..but I'm up writing this in the middle of the night!
Oh why can you see that I'm not happy?!you just keep yelling at me!oh why can't I leave this hell that conceals me!!
Oh..no..I let go..again.. Oh why cant I just keep a single friend?!
I'm begging you to let me breathe but I can't leave this hell that conceals me!
Oh..you don't believe me...oh why can't you see?I'm not happy in this hell..you call it home..but I'm still alone
A knock on the door..A terrifying roar..next thing I know I'm on the floor..blood and cuts all over my body..knife in my hands...I feel like I'm dying once again..
Oh but I won't let them see that part of me!I want them to think that I'm still happy... Oh but I'm stuck in hell...and it conceals me..
Idk I wrote this and I like it...also please don't worry,im still clean and this is just based off of some old thoughts I had before I stopped cutting
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My songs
RandomI wrote this while babysitting my baby brother..I like it but at the same time I dont...I'm gonna make more lol
