You're no fictional man. And I'm no fictional woman. Life is real. This is not a fairytale. You're not a hot character from a book or tv show. You're real flesh that I can see and touch.
I feel different around you. Like I know you differently and yet I don't. It feels like I should know you differently.
Should I?
Is this a phase that I keep falling into? Or is it my love that I keep falling into? Is this a thought that comes and goes like the rain? Or is this going to stay? I fell for a man once before, and he turned me down. I felt like it was me but he was clear that it wasn't. He wasn't ready. Perhaps I wasn't either.
But am I now? Am I good enough? Am I the Proverbs 31 woman you need in your life? Is this something that God wants for the both of us. I pray, and pray, and pray that it is.
But what if I'm just seeing what I hope? And yet, I'm just unsure of what I see. I don't know. I wish God would just tell me what to do and I could understand it. Is it me? Or Him?
You're no fictional man. This is no fictional crush.
YOU ARE READING
Vent Writing
Short StoryWhat is vent writing? It's writing without a particular character. Writing without a particular story. It can be a poem. It can be anything you write that centers around your emotions. Perhaps an indirect letter to someone. Just anything that gets...
