Love is not given and love is not earned. So how dose one get love in a time of hurt I do not know because I can't see. I desperate for love and I'm desperate to breathe but in a world that has fallen it is hard to believe.
They say love is everywhere, they say love is in the air. But every breath I take is full of dispare. I can show the love I want to feel, but can not grabe it out of the air. But that makes no sense .How can it be? How can one give what they do not see?
Why does love have to be? Why dose it have to be so hard to see? I'm blinded by rage and blinded by pain, when all i want is to be loved and to flea but between the pain in my heart the anger in my vains and fear in my eyes its all i can do to simply survive.
When the demons take over my body and mind they make me afraid they make me wanna fight. For who is truly safe when inside there mind where the mistress of darkness loves to hide. With knives if her back and thorns in her eyes its a quite surprising shes still alive. As her eyes look up to meet my gase I can not help but feel her pain. Her eyes dripping blood and her knees black and burned. From one pain to another I can't turn my back but all my memorys are dripping with black.
What happenes next I'm afraid say for my mind is faded and emotions are enraged and with the war in my head and the and the crys from my lungs as they weep out and sorrow, for a breath of love, . It all in my mind be only alive.
Where love is not seen it's often not heard and love is not gives and it not to be earnd so how is love in his time of hurt I still don't know because I can not see its all I can do to try to be me.
