𝐁𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞 | 𝟏𝟖+

𝟎.𝟓 | 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄

TRIGGER WARNING.
MISCARRIAGE.

𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫
-𝟐 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨-

Terror. My body is shaking, and my inner thighs are soaked. My heart is beating like it never has before, and I'm almost certain I'm about to have a heart attack.

But most importantly, I feel it break. Rip apart shred by shred. What me and him had, I had just lost. A physical representation of the love we shared with one another.

I'm staring at the blood still oozing it's way out of me and soaking the mattress, I'm frozen. Like I've just been hit on pause by everyone in the world and I almost feel the sense that millions are making a mockery of me.

Sixteen and pregnant. However not much so after the excruciating pain that my body and my mind has just been through.

The worst part? I have nobody. I can already feel myself mourning alone, and my heart breaks even more.

All I want is to have someone that I'm able cry to. Yet, I'm not crying. Instead, I'm not moving a limb and allowing myself to witness such a, possibly, traumatising event.

Instead of calling out for help, I'm sat here, at 03:17 in the morning with just the moonlight illuminating my room.

And all I truly wish for is to have him by my side, to have him to lean on and confide in for comfort.

But I can't have him.

Because I left.

The fifth of may, 03:14.

✎

Welcome to my new book.

It'll most likely be very hard for me to juggle 2 books at once, but you can never be mad at a girl for trying;)

A major dark start to this book, but I didn't want it any other way. This event immensely traumatised our main character, and it was best to include this at the start.

Thank you for reading x