Date: 19 July 2006
Moon Phase: Waning CrescentIt's been a few months since becoming the Head of the Emperor's Coven. Things have certainly been hectic around the Castle, and I've barely been able to wrap my head around it. I'm hoping starting a new diary will assist me in this new chapter in my life.
I may be rusty, as I haven't been able to keep at a diary for long. Not since Edalyn and I were girls... The guilt of what I've done has been weighing on my very soul. I can only pray to the Titan that she can forgive me one day. Not that I deserve forgiveness from anyone. I'm so sorry Edalyn...
It's almost been nine months since Philip's passing. Every morning I wake reminding myself that he's gone. Sometimes I still jolt awake in the middle of the night grieving for him. I barely kept my composure at the Imperial Funeral. He was only fifteen years old. Just a child taken away too soon.
Rumors have spread that the Emperor himself has a nephew. But I will personally disregard the rumors until I see the child with my own eyes. It feels way too soon for those disgusting rumors to spread. How would Phil feel about this?
As I continue writing this, I feel my tears falling through. I... should turn in for the night. My emotions are getting the best of me again.
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Diary of a Raven Empress
FanfictionDiary entries of Empress Lilith Clawthorne. Starts around pre canon, and runs concurrently with canon. (Written in Lilith's POV btw) (Open for Beta readers, I will edit this as I go. Author's Notes will be in a separate book.) Date Started: 10 March...