I wake up to my alarm clock screaming i think ugh time to wake up for another miserable day i roll over and look at my calendar i realize its may 1st i held on till may i felt proud but i didn't hold on i wasn't clean i barley made it through last month of school there's only two months left i hope a can make it i hate school I'd rather be in my warm cozy bed with YouTube and food who thought it would be so hard to gain weight i lost a lot of weight from self-harming and my old boy friend dumped me and i thought it was perfect but i guess not i stop thinking as i feel a tear roll down my cheek i roll out of bed and head for the bathroom i hear my phone go off a couple of times thinking of jade my best friend she's stunning she's 14 like me i run to check it out it is her she's coming to pick me up in 15 minutes i walk back to the bathroom i strip down and get in the shower (5minutes later) i jump out of the shower and get dressed i look in the mirror I'm not satisfied so i pull on a big nirvana sweater and walk slowly down the stairs trying not to wake my dad he was drinking again last night it was to late he was already up he stumbled towards to bottom of the stairs where i was standing "there's my gay son" he smirked i feel hurt I'm pansexual i back away and try walk away but he grabs my sweater "Let go " i say quite he lets go and slaps my cheek and Push's me to the ground he walks away slowly i wait till he's gone i get up and run to the door with tears in my eyes i bump into Jade "your dad? " she asks with worried eyes i nod as she pulls me into a hug "can we not go to school?"she nods (hope you guys like my story this is actually my life so yea :( thanks for reading )
