The Boy I Used To Know

Chapter 5

Liam's POV:

It's been a week since Harry's death, some of us Are coping with his death then they're's some of us who are losing sleep over his death. I wish I could say Lulu was coping with his death, but she is latterly no good, I can't remember the last time she has slept or even smiled. Louis can't stop crying himself to sleep and the fans are all in tears, we all promised to keep One Direction together for the sake of Harry's remembrance and the fans.

"Lulu, Are you okay love" I asked as she just stared at me as tears fell from her face in sadness, All I wanted to do was hold her close and reassure to her that everything is going to be okay, even though I didn't know myself. It's not the same without our cheeky adorable cupcake Harry, I wish he was still here so he could chase me with a spoon and I could chase him with a straightener. I couldn't think anymore as I dropped to my knee's in tears "Hazza, please come back to us" I screamed as I buried my face into the carpet.

Lulu's POV:

I seen Liam at his breaking point, I wanted to hug him but I couldn't feel someone else's touch unless it was Harry's. I remember our first date, we both worked at W. Mandeville. 2 Macclesfield Road, in Holmes Chapel and I was his cupcake girl cause I always got to make cupcakes while he made cakes. I remember after closing time he would get naked just to make me laugh, that night was the first time we made love. I remember wearing his plaid button up shirt, he always said how I looked better in the shirt then he did.

I'm glad I kept all our text messages and voice mails, I still can hear is deep dark raspy voice which I loved so much. We've been dating for 2 years and he finally was going to tie the knot, he always wanted a family and a little baby girl named "Darcy". I got to feel his touch one last time and that was 5 weeks ago before his death, we made love that night. I remember him saying "I know I can't save you from everything, but I'm sure as hell going to try".

Tears began to fall from my face as I felt nauseous and tired, I decided it was time for me to get some sleep, Harry would want me to feel better. I hoped in the shower then crawled into bed with Harry's picture and slowly drift asleep.

Harry's POV:

I know it was wrong to fake my death and have all of them going through depression because of my death, I changed my clothes, looks and even wear a wig so no one knows I'm still alive. It's the only way I can keep Lulu out of danger, I miss my cupcake girl so much. I just wanna hear her voice one more time, I think I'm going to visit the bakery tomorrow just to hear her voice.

Until tomorrow I will sleep and dream about my cupcake girl, I'm so glad I gave her my airplane necklace, now she won't feel alone. I couldn't sleep cause I miss cuddling with my baby who thinks I'm dead, I hope she doesn't move on cause then I'm screwed and I'll never get to hold her in my arms again.

I wanna complete are family by having a baby girl named "Darcy Edward Styles", That will be my pride and joy who I would never let go, Lulu is my everything but I couldn't stay there and watch the pain in her eyes from everything I Caused.

Let's just play it by ear and hope for the best but expect the worst. Time to head back to my hotel where I cry myself to sleep in missing my mates and my cupcake girl. I will go back to her when the time is right and everything is okay, hopefully she still loves me and could forgive me for putting her through this mess.