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March 10 So di kami nag send ng love letters sa isa't-isa nung Feb 14 so dinogshow nlng namin HHAHAHAHA This is what I sent him Tas he wasn't responding for a couple of mins ayun pala he's typing this HAHABAHAHAA
mahal kita sa tagalog i love you sa english 143 sa mathematics ewan ko lang sa physics tubig is water ilog is river combine it together I LOVE YOU FOREVER (cringe but that's the point)
He has that great sense of humor. His typings is my real typings. AND GUESS WHAT FOR THE FIRST TIME. I found someone who has the same music taste as mine. Gosh yesterday I saw Jaden's post saying that spicy songs and modern rap are trash. But nah NEIL BACKED IT UP, he told me straight up that Jaden chose to spit lies that day. HAHHAHA Well I agree 💯
H has that moreno, chinito look, Sleeper build, PERO GASHH anlayo nya. Nasa UAE sya haystt. Well he's not my crush but there's spark between us. He been calling me ma'am, ngayon tinawag ko syang sir. Welp he damn folded.
He looks like a Chase Atlantic song but his vibe is The Weeknd and how he flirts sounds like Two Feet
He looks so innocent but gosh he screams dominance when you talk to him.
But ngl, i haven't moved on yet Ngl i miss Mon's presence rn at 10:40 in the evening
March 11 Last night we talked until dawn. He's funny and sexy. But well he still folded a lot of times so Ig I'm sexier. Idk what to do sa Monday hayst. He's my classmate, we both know we'll regret the things we said to each other when we wake up. Well, kind of LMAO I'm planning to ghost him after a month. We got that spark pero ayoko. He's my type but I haven't moved on yet. Kagabi around 3 am, I started missing Nim then akala nya nagalit or nainis ako sa kanya so he like freaked out a lil. Then we started talking dirty. Not that dirty. He's testing me eh, edi natalo sya. Gosh that guy. I can sense his submissive aura. Ang flirty nya grabe hayst, he looks innocent but damn
18:37 March 11 I have all the time in the World to talk to Neil but I don't want to. I know if I'd talk to him rn, his vibe won't disappoint but It just feels wrong to talk to him. I get deja vu all the time, it makes me miss Nimrod
20:04 Kaya ko syang iwasan pero AYOKO JUST LIKE NOW SABI KO DI AKO MAG RE-REPLY TAS NAG REPLY AKO, TAS NOW KO LANG NA REALIZE NA NIREPLYAN KO SYA UGHHHH
But wait come to think of it Mike then Jake, (masakit si Jake) Carl then Vhal (masakit si Vhal) I had Gem and then Glen (Masakit si Glen kasi happy crush lang naman si Gem) Tas now I had
Nim Gabriel then Neil Nathaniel Wth BAKIT RHYME PALAGI What now kaya hayy Ano namam kaya mangyayari
March 12 We talked again, Neil. I am observing his personality. He is dangerous. He is rizzed up. Literally, cuz I've never seen a man that flirts the way he does on the first days of talking. Tas classmate pa kami ah. But well I gotta ride the show. I'll observe and copy.
I still think of Nim often, my memories are coming back now. I forgot that he was sweet, sa totoo lang. Pramis i forgot all the things about him. Tas bumabalik lang isa-isa. I remember that he was a sweet man. He's so gentle. I remember how I love him so much. Prolly I still do. But I'm confused, do I like Neil, or I'm just trying to like someone to get iver him?
22:38 So... We have another thing in common. He's from a break-up He's jolly too. Kaya nung sabi nya na he doesn't wanna talk abt it nag-iba ako agad topic. Ik the feeling so wag na. January sila nag end. Jan kami nag end. :) Hindi ako nag-iisa. Sonder
12:17, March 13 Nag-usap nanaman kami. And I am shook. Di ko expect na gising pa sya kaya hindi ako nag check ng messages. Pero damn gising pa! Nung tulog na ako mga 10 pm pht and nung 9 am pht May messages sya 9 am here is 5 am sa kanila. Napuyat daw sya kasi akala nya magigising ako parang last time. Hayst Tas now he sent me a link of a song without any context tsk
"It says I'm on some kind of drug, can't explain all the ways u get me high, don't keep me waiting all night" Sum like that Tas I misunderstood what he said Sabi nya kasi "I cut myself last night" Tas akala ko cut his skin menh I cried HAHHAHAHA hindi ko na realize na I'm really traumatized by him. Even by the thought of someone cutting his self, I cry. He traumatized me so much but I love him so much.
Ayun pala sabi ni Neil cut himself from asking for a kiss. Hayst that flirty ass. But we fr don't like each other. Just our coping mechanism ig. Ik I remind him of his ex and ako rin naman ganon. We're going thru the same thing quietly so I totally understand.
18:54 MARCH 13 I AM TOTALLY RIGHT ABT DUSTHINE. DIBA UMIWAS AKO FOR LIKE ALMOST 2 MONTHS NOW. NOW AZUMI'S VENTING TO ME ABT HIM HAYST. THAT ATTENTION SEEKER ASSHOLE. So basically, when Azumi told me that she likes Dusthine. I cut comms to both. Coz I don't wanna be a part of the drama. And guess what? The drama is on menh, and I'm out of it. Yeheyy Now I'm with Neil mwehehhee Azumi and I had a gmeet after class. So di ko nakausap si Neil. Tas menh I am used to men wanting attention and shi, nit doing the first move, but Neil? Sya unang nag-aya. Sabi nya, "let's vc" Kaso di ako available hayst kaya tomorrow nlng :> Kaya sabi ko kay Azumi HAHHAHA "Beh cancel muna chikahan natin, uunahin ko yung landi. Nag-aya kasi si Neil ng Vc, sino ba naman ako para tumanggi" OMG CNKSNCKS I like this guy. But something's off. Ambilis masyado lahat. Well my guard is up. Kinikilig ako pero ginagamit ko parin yung utak ko syempre. Hayy my brain saved my ass a lot of times this year. Tas Neil, he's so sweeet. Like hell He's a good boy I swear.
20:29 Guess what?! Neil's an asshole, yk connections. Someone told me na ganon ginagawa ni Neil. It's ok I'll act pretend like nothing happened, we'll have vc tom. Same thing. Then I'll ghost him that easy
18:54 March 14 Gosh, madami pa lang issues sa Ba. And ang mga issues na yun ay about sa mga manloloko na guys. Before and after class nagchikahan kaming mga girls ng mga chismis. Well, grabe Diba kanina nag zoom kami ni Neil? I confronted Neil tas sinabi ko sa kanya yung kumakalat na issue sa kanya. Guess what kung anong sagot nya?! Ok lang, wala, pogi pa rin naman ako 😭WTF PUTANG INA Recorded pa yun, nawindang din sila nung pinlay ko TANGINA THESE BOYS Tas ang lambing ng boses tangina nya. Gago sya, natatawa na lang kami. For entertainment na lang yung mga manlolokong lalaki
I'm wondering if ginagawa nya rin yun sa ibang babae, Nim I mean. Kasi diba, yung nga kaklase ko nga ganon how much more sya?? Na malaki ang ngiti pag may kausap na iba tapos ako ayaw ipakausap kahit kanino. URGHH INIS NA INIS NA KO SA MGA PUTANGINANG MANLOLOKO NA YANNNN. GAGO SILA hayst, pero at least may topic kami diba. Nagugulat na lang kami kanina, pare-parehas kaming chinat. Tas parehas pa ng typings and words putangina ano yan copy paste??? Galit na talaga ko
19:22 March 15 Naka call ko si Iverson after class. Siguro mga an hour or two? Basta may araw pa nung nagsimula kami tas madilim na pagkatapos. Tas kami naman ni Azumi magka call din at the same time hehe now nlng natapos :> Masarap din pala kausap si Iverson, gusto ko pa sya makausappp Like may sense ung mga sinasabi nya.
Tas inistalk pala ni Azumi yung ex ko HAHHAHAHAHAHA now nya lang nasabi. Binanggit nya kanina
