Today is day 3.
I have been feeling sad, anxious, lonely, and ashamed.
But I have also been feeling hopeful, motivated, and persistent on growing and moving forward not backward.
I don't feel whole yet but i don't expect to on the third day. I am trying to keep a positive mindset but it's a no-brainer that this is hard when I miss the person who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I have been holding myself accountable and doing everything I promised myself I would do so it feels good to at least be productive even though I am not in the best of moods while doing so. I do have moments of happiness when the thought of him isn't on the forefront of my mind but they don't last long right now. I am going to continue to fully immerse myself in this process of self-love and growth.
I refuse to give up on myself!
