What am i even Doing?

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It's happening again meeting new people on the outside I look so calm so friendly. But they don't know that on the inside I have a heated debate to tell them the truth. Or little white lies.

All my life I was always taught to make myself sound fantastic. Try to fit in, blend in with the crowd. Even if it meant you had to lie.

I have always all my life never had a problem accomplishing that. Hell I've done it my whole life.

But these people...these people that I only know their first name. I don't have that instinct to lie. I don't know how but these people make me want to be...just me.

It's happening again do I trust them or do I lie about myself. These people even though I just met them I want to be...me. So with that closing statement the debate in my mind has ended, and Vinnie just won a debate she has been on for years.