Pansexual and trapped. Book 1

Prologue

This story is based on a true story and contains themes that may be too intense for younger viewers viewers Christian is it advised if you are 18+ you can read this story
Hey guys is the author of the story here I just wanted to let you know that I am dedicating the story to the LGBTQ plus community. Now with that being said on with the story and I hope you enjoy

do you ever feel like you just can't be your true self no matter how hard you try well that was me and I'm still struggling with it even today I'm 20 now but I was 19 when I came out to my parents and everybody that I knew that I was pansexual and for those of you are wondering no it does not always have to do about sex for me it's the emotional attraction of a male or a female more pacifically female
Let me take you back to that fateful day ,
February 2, 2022
You see I was helping my mom at her school I was a library assistant and don't give me wrong I love those kids but they are a pain in the ass to deal with sometimes anyway I was struggling about my sexuality for a while I thought something was wrong with me I thought if I can just take a shower it'll wash away my faults or my flaws are you going to church and put on a smiling face for everyone that That New me but inside I was dying

Now that was just the day I came out to myself but the next day I came on to my parents and they were not supportive and still are not to this day. They thought I was watching too much YouTube or watching too much TV that had all these people coming out as gay trans and a lot of other stuff but I felt this way since six grade