sparks

Chapter 19

"Can you please come to my room" I asked with a shaky voice as I was still crying
"Yes of course I'll be right there hold on" the person on the phone responded.
I hung up and just a few moments later I heard a knock on my door.
I got up from the bed with Bijoux following me and opened the door.
As I saw the familiar green eyes I couldn't help myself than to collapse into his arms.

"Hey Issy shhhh" he said rubbing my back as I started crying more
"I I can't br breathe" I stuttered
"Okay look at me" he said holding me in front of him
"Let's breath together" he said as he started taking deep breaths.
I did my best by imitating him and soon after felt calmer and calmer.
"Are you feeling better ?" he asked
"Yes thank you so much Charlie" I thanked him
"It's no big deal but what happened?" he asked
"I don't know, I was sleeping and then there was a man he looked as if he was out of a shadow and he came closer and closer and then he suddenly disappeared again and then I just panicked.
I'm so sorry that I woke you up I shouldn't have really I'm so sorry" I said as I sat down on my bed again with bijoux next to me
"Hey Hey you don't have to apologise Issy it's okay you can always call me and I'm always going to be there for you" he said as he sat down next to me
"Thank you so much" I said hugging him again
"So you think you can go to sleep again ?" he asked me
"I don't know but can you stay?" I asked grabbing his hand
"Uhm yes of course I can stay until you fall asleep and then I'll-" he stammered nervously
"Hey you can sleep here it's no big deal" I laughed at his nervousness.
"Okay" he smiled.
Bijoux didn't see this as a call to leave the bed so she just went back to her spot at the end of the bed.
Charles on the other hand laid down on the other side of the bed with me next to him.
However, when I tried to sleep again I felt the panic rising in my chest again and I started shivering, until I felt two arms wrap around me pulling to him.
"It's okay I'm here" I heard him whispering against my hair
"Thank you" I said.
And I have to say when I finally managed to fall asleep I had the best sleep ever with Charles laying next to me.

I woke up with Bijoux liking my hand, her signature move to wake me up because she wants to go out.
I slowly opened my eyes with Charles' arms still wrapped around me.
I reached for my phone to look at the display and it showed 5:30 am.
"Do you have to wake me up so early ?" I whispered to Bijoux and turned around to face Charles, as my eyes landed on the Balcony where a beautiful sunrise was showing.
And even tough I could lay in his arms all night I managed to get out and drag myself outside on the Balcony to look at the sunrise.
I sat on the small couch and just watched the sun come up.
Sunrises and Sunsets always mesmerised me I just think that it is so beautiful watching the sun turning the sky in so many colours.
"It's beautiful isn't it?" I heard Charles say behind me with his morning voice
"Yes I love it" I responded as he sat down next to me
"And thank you again for yesterday" I said
"No need to thank me but do you have these kind of things often?" he asked
"Uhm the sleep paralysis thing happend the first time yesterday but I had panic attacks for quite some time now. I mean it stopped a couple of months ago but now they are here again and I don't know why" I admitted
"Okay Daisy listen to me" Charles said turning my head in his direction
"I don't care where or when it happens but please call me or text me okay ? I really want to help you and you don't have to go through this alone." he assured me.
"okay" I said
"Perfect I'm sorry but I have to go Andrea wants me at the gym before the Paddock. But you'll still come to the ferrari garage today right?"
"Of course I'll come, have fun at the gym Charlie"
I smiled
"Thank you" I heard him scream from inside before I heard the door close.

I stayed on the balcony for a couple of minutes more until the sun was completely up, I got changed and then grabbed Bijoux's leash so that we could go out for her daily morning walk.
We went to the beach once again but I couldn't think about anything else than Charles.
The way he treats me is something that I never experienced before.
He is so perfect I don't know how his girlfriend could ever let him go I mean there is nothing bad about him, he's perfect in every way.
Bijoux was running around the beach the whole time before I decided to call her because it's time to go, I put her on the leash again and we walked back to the hotel.