It's You:Vegaspete

Chapter 6:Dream

I enjoyed my ice cream and sleep like idiot until i heard a knock in my door. "Who the hell is their early in the morning " i shouted but hear no response. So,i get up and open my door but my heart stopped when i see the person "why are you here ? i just don't want to see your face get out before i lost my mind" the hurt which i always burried deep down in my heart i don't know it comes in front of me like that ."Don't say this ,i really need you please come back to me ,I do all the things you want"his eye are just focusing me but there is something in them that is guilt .I want that in his eyes but i don't want to give chance to him .If this is the last person i have to choose i choose to die rather choosing him.

"just go away"i don't know why the words feel heavy to me. I really want that from my heart but my mouth is just against it like there is something which is stopping me ."You know that day i waited for you ,but you even don't turn back and you are expecting me to give you a chance"i shouted ,why people always think i am so easy like i am a doll who don't have a feeling do whatever you want and go away .I just doesn't realise when i feel like my legs are about to broken and my hands are shaking from all the suffering i face come in front of my face .

My face is mess right now from the continous dripping of tears until i decided to wipe off and be strong. The person in front me is sometime  one of my favourite, i want to spend all my life with him, want to walk in road while holding hands ,go for date with him ,moving togther in apartments .I settled everything just for him even fight with khun no to resign from the job so i can move with him but what he did ,he left me.

"Pete i m sorry okay ,please don't leave me"he is crying for whom because he never ever cry for me ."Why are you crying and for whom "i just lost my mind here and shouted as i want to hear my words more clearly than this relationship. "Everything ended when you left ,just go away "the tears starting to flow but i quickly wipe it so he cannot see it ."You are person i hate the most "i finally say by gripping my shirt so tightly that it is ready to rip. I know it's too hard for me but i don't want to see myself begging for stay .

"you hate me ,okay that's good i always want to hear this" he says smirking he get up and wipe all the tears and grab my collar ."It's better for you to stay away from me because you are too fragile ,emotional and i hate that" what!! my mind just doesn't gasp what he is saying but i can feel all the words he is saying is true ,Damn true that i also hate myself for that.

"what you think me a jerk ! but you are the biggest one you know ,you want me to hold hands, go for dates every weekend ,late night chats "his words are like painful to digest ."Don't you think it's too clingy "it make my legs too weak that make me  fall on the ground on my knees."I curse the day when we meet ,i just feel disgusting to feel the same air with you"i start crying loudly ."Stop it ,please stop it "my mind goes blank as the words are not coming out like someone stopping me from talk .My throat is too dry from crying my view is becoming blurr .

There is fog all around me and i found myself in dark forest that even a presence of animals can't be feel.I walk in all the direction but not single evidence of someone presence is find .

"wake up ,wake up pete why are you crying"it's the word i can able to listen but i can't see anyone.My whole body is shivering and  swelling in my eyes from crying making my focus too low.

Then i feel a sweet soft touch of someone on my forehead like a vanilla candy it make my body calm ."Good boy" someone says which make my ears bless then i see someone looking me ,i feel love  and care in his eyes for me .I want to see him and i rub my eyes then a face appear in front of my eyes like i never see someone that beautiful before .My eyes want him to stare for long his eyes ,his perfect nose and that fluffy sweet lips all make me to fall for him. I know this person ,i definitely know but i don't want to think about that right now .

"It's me vegas"the person says the words are sweet melody to my ears ,but what he says ........."what  vegas" i shouted and wake up.

Author's note: 

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