killed my father by cutting his neck , i killed my brother with poison , and at last i wanted to kill my mom .
but did i ?
still don't remember it . its so hard to remember things . do you find it hard to remember things that you completely forgotten about?
well here's my story . i am Marv of age 17 and i am in high school .
i dont have a family. i have been living alone for the past two years . when i was of age 13 my father died.
and after 6 months to that, my brother . And at the age of 15 my mother passed away. the police don't have a clue who murdered my family,but they suspect my father commited a suicide. they dont know anything
you see i have these blackouts that just horrifies me .! i sometimes feel sad, angry confused.. feel like i am nothing inside . just blank .
i had a dream three months ago that was soo damm scary. in the dream i was holding a sharp knife and was walking through the hall way to
my father's room and in it i wasnt able to control myself , i went in the room and without my father noticing ,i cut his throat easily . and i put the knife in his hands . then i woke up .
and then .......................................
