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After getting back to the mansion, Jimin straight away left for his room so does you. There was no exchange of words between you two the whole day, neither you came out of your room for ones. You were not able to understand, how to clear out things with him. While you were getting affected by his sudden weird behaviour, you didn't wanted to tear up but those eyes which were literally slaving your heart ending up spilling water from them, cheater.
You kept on wiping them off harshly but they were everytime ready to just flow down like that. "What's wrong with you? Stop slipping over. I hate you so much!" You said to those tears which were giving you hard time, while you keep on wiping them harshly but nothing was helpful. You broke down in loud cries, it was hurting that how for the first time you started feeling that you were having someone by your side. But alas, everything was nearly going in vain.
You wanted to blame that beautiful night you had with him, but you clearly couldn't. How could you even? You liked him so much but his sudden cut off was neither giving you any reason to hate him and stay away from him. Your chest felt heavy with the broken pieces of your heart. You didn't even realized when you slipped to sleep while feeling tired of all those pathetic emotions.
Your sleep broke in the middle of the night, with some loud and weird voices coming from your next door. You were scared for a moment but recollecting your confident you got up from bed and walked out off the room towards the door. Putting your ears at the door you heard moans and skin slapping sounds your eyes widden. You immediately rotated the door nob and unfortunately the door was unlocked.
Opening the door you found to naked bodies rubbing together creating friction and fucking eachother hard. "Oh Jimin you are so good!" You heard from the female's mouth while you were all set to leak your eyes and wet your dried cheeks with your tears. "I know right! Ah Fuck so are so tigbt and taking me so well inside." You heard a very familiar voice and you could recognise it almost immediately. "Jimin!" You muttered almost inaudible while tears keep on falling down. You felt betrayed or more a chick for him the last night. "Does he sleeps around with girls just like that? Does he even value emotions?" Was your question to yourself or more for him.
Wiping of the tears you clapped loud, bringing all his attention to you. "Wow!! What a man? Or should I say a man whore, who just loves to sleep around with a random girl every night and play with there feelings like that!?" You raised your voice at him but he looked unbothered but stood up followed by wearing his boxers. While the girl covered herself with the blanket and stood as well. "Why are you making such a big issue out of this? And more over who asked you to just invade in my privacy like that?" "And who asked you do sex to my next door?" "It's my house and my choice." He said sternly while you felt disgusted.
"Heck! You are so disgusting Park Jimin, you just had sex with me last night and tonight you are fucking someother lady? Do you even care?" "Did it look like I care?" His gaze was dark and unreadable, while you gave him an unbelievable look. "You are serious?" "Did I joked at all? No, I didn't! And stop interfering in my life like that." "Why?" You asked with a hurtful look in the eyes. "Because.. ofcourse you don't have any right on me little girl. Go to your room and sleep. Mind your own fucking business and stop invading in what I do and how." He told you with a nonchalant look while you gave him an another look of disgust, then left.
While he eyes immediately filled with some known and old emotions of love, but he couldn't show them at all, atleast infront of you. His eyes were filled with tears, he was hurt too, he felt disgusted about himself too. He wasn't a man whore, he wasn't hurtless or rude nor does he sleeps around with random girls like that. You were only his first and last love. He wouldn't have ever done such a sinful thing in his life before the last night when he committed his first sin, by breaking his master's trust, your father Mr Kim.
He was suppose to protect you not ruin you like he did last night and he couldn't afford to do anything wrong to you any further. So he had to take this step to just make you hate him to an extent that, even if god comes and tell you that he is not a wrong man. You won't even believe the almighty power's powerful and truthful words. Tears weren't leaving his eyes because he knew that he was doing something which would only give him pain and just pain, but he was all ready to take the pain for you.
Suddenly that girl hugged him from back, taking his tears over the anger. "Leave!" He said while she frowned. "But we had just started." "I SAID LEAVE!" He roared scaring the shit out of her. She immediately collected her clothes from the floor and left the room. He fell on his knees, clutching his hairs in his hands and all could he do was cry. Cry at his defeat in love, but still he left like a winner who just lost something but gained his master's trust back in a way. But in real he was fucked up to an extent that he couldn't even understand anything which was sane because he felt himself being a big sinner.
While on the other hand you locked yourself in your room and was a crying mess. You felt so pathetic, that you had fell for the most wrong person on the planet but still your heart wasn't accepting what your eyes saw. Because there was a time when your eyes had seen something which were reaching straight to your heart. So un-ironic! Life was never trustful for you, your happiness never lasted long and all you were left with was pain and loneliness. So all could you do was cry over your faith, and think about how to disappear from this world of evils.
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THE FIFTY SHADES OF GREY- PARK JIMIN ✔️
FanfictionĆompleted!! "I fucking hate everyone who's associated with my dead gangster father, even you Park Jimin." "But what if I tell you he wasn't wrong?" . . . Disclaimer:- The book contains highly explicit language, mature content and mention of blood...