THOSE 3 MONTHS | tk

chapter 46

his heart dropped seeing state of his lover, the bloodshot eyes stare back at him with unknown fear "hyung-g i ruined everything I-" his breath stuttered voice breaking with sobs "why? I always messed things up?!"

the sudden yelled startled yoongi out of his bewilderment, his hands immediately raised cupping his lovers face, heart beating fast with worry "hey look at me, calm down" he hushed

he pulled the blonde inside making him seat on living room couch, crouching down front of him "now tell me what happened?"

sunghoon, who was still standing in kitchen narrow his eyes at the pair---

"I-I--" Jimin sniffles his breath uneven "they probably hate me, as they should" He chuckle out bitterly "why I'm so useless hyung? I'm so fucking useless! I can never do something for my own family! my own love ones, I feel like a failure--" his emotions burst out taking yoongi aback with his sudden breakdown

"Jimin, what nonsense, why are you saying this?! you are not--"

"I am!" Jimin yelled frustratingly his red eyes staring down at his boyfriend "I couldn't save my parents, I couldn't save the man who gave me shelter! and now--" his voice broke fist clenching in pure anger, anger towards himself

"and now I can't save the person I love the most, I fucking can't do anything to save him hyung!--" he cried out "but you know I hoped I can at least make his few days memorable for him, I only wanted to give him the happiness he crave, the love he earn, the person he wants--" the pain in his throat suffocate him making it hard to speak

"I wanted him to live his dream" yoongi stare at his face, heart aching with pain as he pulled his hand back fisting them over his side

"but now hyungs knows about him, I tried to make them understand but they are not listening to me, what should I do hyung?! they don't understand, they don't want tae there, they are going back tomorrow" he frustratingly said gripping his hair

"and that fucking jeongguk, aren't picking up my calls! what should I do?!" Yoongi couldn't utter a word feeling his heart heavies with each passing second---

"leave"

jimin raised his head, looking at his left, yoongi close his eyes already knows, things aren't going to end well, he hissed looking at his younger brother "hoon, don't--"

"leave, like you always do" the youngest shrugged walking in living room standing few steps away from the couple "you are good at this, you know leaving, running back to 'him', so it's nothing new for us, right hyung?" he smiled mocking looking at his brother

yoongi grits his teeth standing up "go to your room right now" he hissed glaring at younger "why?" sunghoon stare at him "am I saying anything wrong hyung?" he looks in between the couple seeing jimin looking at him dumbfounded

"Jimin ssi, you tell me, am I wrong? weren't you already thinking about leaving?" he asked seeing how jimin clenched his fist "I'm not surprised though" he laughed

"sunghoon, stop making fuss, enough---"

"exactly hyung!" the younger burst turning towards his brother with firm yet furious eyes "enough is enough can't you see you mean nothing to him! he'll always run back to that taehyung guy! I don't understand why you always put your feelings aside and make him your first priority, when he don't even deserve you_"

"Enough! I won't repeat myself, go to your room" his eyes hardened, giving a warning glare "right know"

Sunghoon jaw clenched staring at his brother, throwing a last hatred glance at the blonde he turned walking towards the stairs but before he can go, he halt on step, looking back at jimin "I don't want to hate you any more than I already do jimin ssi--"