You made me a psycho/eng ver.

2 chapter

When school was finally over, I was looking for him. He wasn't in the classroom, which is why I went to the school hallway. He just walked out to the exit door "jungkook" clearly he didn't hear me, which is why I grabbed his arm and stopped him from going "jungkook" he finally looks at me „you forgot to tell me your number, you idiot" he nodded as he gave me his phone to tip his number on my phone „thank you baby, see ya" after that we went  different ways.
As I was at the front door of my home, I got my keys out of my jacket and open the door. Yeah no one is there. I walked up to my room, jumping in my bed. Maybe I should call suga oppa. Should I invite jungkook to my home? I call suga as he pick up „oh y/n why are you calling me" he asks as I say „bro can't I call, when I miss my favorite cousin?" he laughs at my answer and tells me „ofc you can, but really why are you calling, it's not normal that you actually call me, because you miss me" I sighe as he says that „yeah actually I have to tell you something" he sigh as he hear my answer „what did you do" I laugh „I didn't do anything you idiot.. ok not much, I have a boyfriend now" I hear when he let the phone fall „oppa? Are you ok?" he picks the phone up as he says „what the fuck did you do, did you blackmail him, say the true, who wants you hahahahahhaah" I roll my eyes as he says that „tell me actually how you get him, is he pretty?" I nod „he is pretty as fuck actually and to tell you that I was asking him at the first day" he looked kind of suprised „didn't you say, you don't want boys, I thought they are crazy and everything" I smiled „yeah I still think that way, but oppa he is so different, even if I meet him today, he is really shy and quiet and smart, like.. he is the nerd of the class and the first time I saw him I really thought, he is going to be a part of my life, isn't that weird" he nodded „yeah it is actually, but yk, I know you and everytime you want something you need to have it" I gasp „huh no don't exaggerate ok?" he laughs „hahaha me exaggerate, Nonono you always do it, do you remember the time when auntie Sora gave me a lollipop and you wanted it so bad, that you started to cry, to get this lollipop so don't tell me I exaggerate ok? Your really extraordinary yk, ah so how is auntie doing" I roll my eyes and say „yeah she got to an businesstrip with dad for a freaking month" he nodded „isn't that good? My mom also got to an business trip and the time alone was pretty good actually so why is it bad" I told him „suga you love it to be alone, I am kind of a social person, I am always alone then I need at least 1 person who is with me" He shruws his shoulders „so? You have the boy now" I nodded „your right.. should I invite him or something?" he nodded „yeah y/n  invite him, why do you wait?" I looked in my room and say „ok I do it wish me luck ok?" he nodded „ofc I will now call him" I nod determined and now call his number
God am I nervous
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„hello who is ther" what a strong voice
„Ehm hi jungkook it's me y/n" it got still as he say „o-oh y/n what is it" I switch the side of my bed as I say „yeah there is a thing, du you wanna come over and eat with me, I am like totally alone at my house and need someone there" it got silent again „m-me? Uhm yeah I-I guess so" I smile „oh really thank you could you please bring some food" he approves as he finished the call huh?
Jungkook pov
Gosh did she really ask me?. This girl is really something. I forgot to ask her where she lives as she text me the address on my phone. She is so wow. Even today at the first day, she goes ask me with this self- confidence. I am really excited meeting her. I've got up and get to my clothesroom to find something. I found myself in some black jeans and a black zipperhoodie. I'd got my car keys and put on some shoes to go outside. What does she like to drink or to eat? I go drive to an burger restaurant in the near and got of the car „hello what should I get you?" I'd looked at the menu and told him „one cheeseburger menu and pizza, I think the italia one" he nodded as he started doingbit „can I go get some drinks while you make it?" he nod as he get some things out. I go to the supermarket next door and look at the drinks. Does she like Coca Cola? Does she like a normal one or zero one. Bro it's so hard. I got the drinks as I buy them and go to the other store „is it done?" he nod „yes yea that makes 30 dollars. I nodded as I got my black card out and gave him. As I payed I got out in my car and got to the inner city. There I buy tteokbokkii and got to the address of y/n. There she lives. I knocked at the door, as I hear tiny fast steps that make my smirk little. As she opens the door she looks at me smiling and get all the things of my hands to put them on the table „c-can I come in" shit I am stuttering again „yeah sure" I got my shoes of as she knees down in front of me and take the shoes by the side. Then she takes some houseshoes and put them in front of me. I showed a little grin but let it be then. When I get inside I see the messy cartons on the front and anything else „sorry we moved new, so it's not so clean" I nodded „it's alright I g-gues" me and her sit down as she look at everything on the table „I-I didn't know what you like so I buyed some things" she looks at the drinks „even Cola zero, that's my favorite drink, thank you for everything jungkook" I nodded as she got the ttobokkii package and opened it. As I got myself the hamburger. When we started eating I saw how often she looked at my burger „do you wanna taste it?" she nodded as I gave her the burger and she had one bite. But on mine, is that an actual kiss? I thought as she gave me the burger „does it taste good?" I ask her „yeah it does, you need to give me all the names of the restaurant" I nodded as I smile a little „you should smile more, it does suit you jungkook" she said what made me go crazy. I got red ears as she told me that and after that she also says „jungkook don't be nervous, I am not a stranger your talking to, not now I am your girlfriend" I nodded „your right sorry" she nodded „don't be sorry, you don't have to be" she says.
After the food she thanked me „thank you jungkook do you wanna watch a movie before you go, oh wait it's 23 a clock, aren't your parents worried" my parents „no I am 19 they don't care anymore I live alone" she gasps „really? Ok then come with me" she grabs my hand. Her hand is so small in mine. When we were at her room she looked at my „are you nervous because I touched you? Why are you" I told her „your the first girl who touched me that's why-„ she hugs me tight „so no one ever hugged you?" I can feel her Brest on my upper body „no not really" she pushes herself back as she pushes me on the bed and sit on my lap „and this" I look down on her body. So beautiful. I shook my head and look in her eyes. Her eyes full with light and mine.. mine full with darkness. She doesn't know me. If she would, she would run away. I wanted to put my arm around her „can I put my arm around you" she looks in my eyes as she nods „I am yours jungkook" I put my arms tight around her And bury my face in her neck. She smells like flowers I loved her smell. Her beautiful face, her beautiful body and her beautiful smell made me crazy in just one day. I was never interested in girls or relationships, but when she got in the class and just looked at me, I had the feeling she is going to be a important person in my life. Her small waist around my arm "you smell good" I say into her ear, as I see her red cheeks cute. She looks at me now "t-thank you" I hear a ring as she get her phone out of her pockets and start the call "oh hey mom isn't it pretty late?" I looked shocked at her face and stay quiet. Why FaceTime "oh pumpkin I am sorry I was sure your still awake so I wanted to call, actually we don't have much time in the future so I wanted to call now and see your face, so what are you doing how is school going" I still look at her. „yeah mom so I found a friend and an interesting boy in my class, I pretty much like him from the first second you know" her mother looks excited "wow really what is his name pumpkin" she looks at me and says "jeon jungkook" "you know his name, so you really do like him, then get him my tiger" she laughs. What a pretty laugh "yeah mom I will, actually I need to go to bed so I call you tomorrow when I have time" her mother nods as she end the call and looks back at me "so a movie right?" I nodded as she got her laptop and opens Netflix. What will she choose.. "what about Spider-Man I love the movie of Spider-Man actually, he is my favorite hero in marvel" I looked confused "you watch marvel" she nods "yeah I always did with my dad actually" I nod as she sits beside me and opens the movie. What a girl.

After we were done I decided to go "ehm jungkook, do you wanna stay for the night, it's kind of late" I shook my head as I say "no sorry, I don't have anything with me, we have School tomorrow" she looked kind of sad "but.." she looked at me again "but?" I tell her "but I can sleep tomorrow after school" she hugs me "thank you, I get really scary, when I live alone for to long, so that would be wonderful" I hug her too and say "nothing to thank me" I go to the door and put on my shoes "thank you for today I guess" I say as I go outside "you too really" she says calm. I go into my car and drive back to my big lonely apartment. As I go inside the apartment I see nothing but darkness, if she is the right light who goes in my dark world?