𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔐𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔞 𝔎𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔯

꧁༒☬ ✮⚛𝐿𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐵𝒶𝓈𝒾𝒸'𝓈⚛✮ ☬༒꧂

"Hello dear diary, today i learned shooting with the crossbow, but i missed a few times... Ofc Lee got a bit mad, but im ok, i practiced till it was "ok". He also helped me getting target's and practice people to teach the shooting on, and to be honest, im twelve now, and i think im doing pretty good! Even tho i know that that isn't enough, i have to get better, i have to train and train until i can help Lee on the real missions he needs help. i have to train until i know every method and know how to handle every weapon, i have to train and push trough untill im nothing but  the best..."

it was morning, a cold morning in the winter of 2013. Anne slowly woke up and looked at the paper Lee had  left for her, the note said: "Morning Ann, hope you have slept well, i put the crossbow on the table with some arrow's, i want you too practise shooting on smaller things now, if your quick enough you can shoot some squirrels or bird's in the forest, i will be back alround 1/2 am, love you, and dont get in trouble" As she read the note she walked into the livingroom and grabbed the crossbow and walked outside, she emidiately saw a bird and shot it down. She looked at the dying bird, she kind of felt sorry for it... She picked up the bird with the arrow right trough it, and ripped the arrow out of its body, she took the bird inside and trew it in a box. Lee told her that every time he goes away he wants to have the box full with "victims". 

She grabbed her backpack and put the arrows in, she walked outside and locked the door behind her. As she walked trough the woods looking for annimal's to shoot at she heard a weird noice... She listened and heard that it came from the North side of the woods, what was anyone doing this far in the woods, noone ever came here?.. She walked closer to the noice and saw someone walking, she sat down and loaded her crossbow, it wasn't Lee, so she could probably just shoot them, its not like anyone would notice, right? She stood up and ran towwards the person, she fired the crossbow, and she hited the person's shoulder, she looked at the person falling to the ground, and looked at the wound. It wasn't too bad, so he will probably stay alive for now, she dragged the guy to the house, tied him up and put him in the box, she started laughing, and she hoped Lee would be impressed! 

As she was cleaning her gear she heard the injured guy waking up, she walked up to him and looked at his bleeding shoulder... Anne remembered when Lee got shot in his shoulder, he putted bandage on it and cleaned the wound everyday, she looked at the guy again who was now looking around him in terror, he looked at Anne, and she felt something, something unnatural, she kind if didn't want him to die?..  She stood up and walked over to the med kit hanging on the wall, she grabbed some bandage and walked back to the guy, he was still staring at her, she walked back to him and sat down, then she lifted him out of the box and put him on a chair. He started crying and looked Anne right in the eyes, he was so afraid of her that it actually scared her... But she ignored it and grabbed his arm, he tried to scream but the cloth in his mouth demped the noice, she got the bandage and wrapped it alround his shoulder. 

When she finished she noticed that the guy was shaking, his eyes were pale but Anne didn't know what to do, did she have to throw him back in the box, or let him rest, Lee was probably going to kill him anyways when he finds him... But Anne couldn't let that happen, she didn't want him to die, he meant something to her..? She couldn't tell what this feeling was, but she was verry protective against the injured guy, even the thoughts of Lee killing him made her mad, it may not happen, he had to stay alive and recover from his injury, even tho she knew that it was her fault.. She was the one that shot him, but she didnt kill him, and he could not be killed... Anne found herself repeating it over and over again: "He may not die! He may not die!", and when she thought about it she shocked! Was she going insane?! What was happening to her??! What was this stupid feeling?! What was happening to her mind?!...