♥SKZ ONESHOTS | BxB♥

.♥.𝔾𝕠𝕠𝕘𝕝𝕖 ☕ ℍ𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕚𝕩.♥.

(AN~ in Felix's POV ~ also this is really short because I have a lot longer oneshots to work on TvT)

.♥.Google: What is love?.♥.

This isn't really helping at all.

All it did was recommend "What is Love" by Twice. Like I haven't already listened to it like a million times.

.♥.Google: What does it feel like to love?.♥.

I met this guy.

Since the last search didn't help, I don't know if I like him or not.

According to Google I'm in love. I don't believe them. I can't be gay.

.♥.Google: Is it okay to be gay?.♥.

My parents say no.

Some parts of Google say yes. Some say no. I don't know what's right and what's wrong anymore. I wish it wasn't like this. I wish you could just love without worries.

.♥.Google: Am I gay quiz.♥.

Fuck.

These don't help at all. It's really stupid questions. Plus, one of the questions was if I've only ever felt attraction to the same gender. I like girls too. I just know it. But I also know I like guys . This isn't normal.

.♥.Google: Can you like boys + girls??.♥.

Google says that it's called bisexual. I've never heard of that. I guess my parents just really didn't want me to even remotely be in love with a guy.

I don't like my parents as much as I used too.

.♥.Google: What do I do if my parents are homophobic?.♥.

"Just ignore them and live your life."

How? They live my life for me. They're going pay for my college education. They pay for food. They decide what I will do in my life. I can't just date a guy out of nowhere if I know I' ll lose everything. It may sound greedy. It probably is. I just feel weak in this situation.

.♥.Google: How do I get my parents to stop living my life for me?.♥.

"Rebel against them, but only slightly. Remember, this is your life to live. They may have given it to you, but it's yours to choose what to do with."

Right. Just rebel a bit. This should be easy.

.♥.Google: Nearest cafés.♥.

I want to escape. I rebelled. Only a bit . . . I think. But now my dad's mad. Too mad.

.♥.Google: How do I act around my crush?.♥.

Apparently he works at the café. At least it's better here than being at home right now. He's warm. My dad is cold.