RELAPSE

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This is going to be the first chapter that is not abbeys POV
( warning ⚠️ mention of SELF HARM, and HOMOPHOBIA)

This is going to be the first chapter that is not abbeys POV ( warning ⚠️ mention of SELF HARM, and HOMOPHOBIA)

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When Monday rolled around again, abbey told her aunt Elizabeth that she felt sick. So Elizabeth called out of work and stayed home with her.

When Alice and Jasper got to school and realized abbey wasn't there they knew they had to go check on her, they got back in their car not caring about the looks they were getting from their siblings.

They drove quickly to Abbigails house and nocked on the door.

When the door opened alice was quick to say what was "Hi I'm Alice Cullen, abbeys friends. This is Jasper, we were wondering if abbeys okay? After she stormed off on Saturday we wanted to check up on her." She explained the woman in front of them sighed "I know who you are, abbey told me about you. Umm... I don't think right now is the right time to be here abbeys feeling really sick." She said holding back tears, offering the two teens in front of her a broken smile.

"Lizzy who's there?" From behind Elizabeth Abbigail walked up seeing alice and Jasper, as soon as she saw them she turned around and ran up the stairs to her room "abbey!" Alice called out impulsively. "I'm really sorry I have to go" Elizabeth said before slamming the door, the two Cullens could hear her calling out Abbigails name.

Alice covered her mouth letting out a silent sob before walking back to the car, Jasper followed after her.

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"Did you see how scared she looked, Jasper what did we do." Alice said while she laid on the couch back at their house, they had decided to skip school.

"Darling don't blame yourself, I'm sure she's okay." He said very unsure, very worried about his other mate. "Jasper we have to tell her, she's a part of us now. We cant keep this from her, if we tell her then maybe she'll understand and except us." Alice stated "Are you sure? We had agreed we would wait." He question a little worried about Abbigails safety, what if the volturi found out about her. He wasn't like Edward, he wouldn't risk it. Unlike Bella, Abbey wasn't their blood singer she was their mate. They had a bond that couldn't be broken.

He sighed looking down at Alice with a frown, she looked at him and nodded "she needs to know" she said.

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Abbigail Novak was laying in her bed, it had been two days after Alice and Jasper had came to her house, she still hadn't been to school all week. Her aunt was getting very worried about her mental and physical health.

Abbey was faced down when she heard a knock on her bedroom door, it was Ava. "Abbey Im going to school now, I'll see you later okay?" She said walking over to abbey moving her hair out of her face before kissing her on the head, "I love you so much" she continued. All abbey did was blink, eyes red and puffy from crying.

When Ava left the room she felt tears stream down her face, why had she done it? Why had she relapsed after so much progress, she had gone back to being 15 year old abbey, cutting herself, and disappointing her aunt, the only person that had looked after her since she was twelve.

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When abbey was 15 she had decided it was all to much, she didn't want to be alive anymore, and for the for the first time Abbigail had cut herself.

She felt peaceful in the that moment. Cutting herself took away the pain of her dead parent, her abusive homophobic boyfriend, and the stress of life in general. After that night she couldn't stop, she needed to cut in order to feel peace.

Then her aunt found out, she was devastated. Worried, wondering if she had something wrong.

Abbey couldn't help seeing her aunt so worried, so abbey went to a rehab.  Two months after she got out, her aunt decided that they needed to get out of New York, so they decided to move to fork, have a fresh start.

But abbey would never forget.
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When abbey realized she liked both Alice and Jasper she freaked out, she remembered what her ex boyfriend had told her when he found out she liked a girls from their school instead of him ' If I find out you like that faggot, I'll fucking kill you!' She didn't understand why he had such a big problem with it. Why couldn't she just love whoever she wanted to love.

He forced her to date him because 'he could help her be normal' she believed him, and since that day on had decided that being gay wasn't normal, okay, or even remotely acceptable in the world she lived in.

She knew she was hurting Alice and Jasper by denying who she was, but she was afraid of opening up to those feelings again.

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This chapter was very...yeah. I cried A LOT, I can personally relate to abbey. Anyways I hope you like this chapter with the different POVs. Byeeeee <3

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