After that classroom thing with Jungwon I couldn't keep my thoughts straight. All I thought about was my feelings for him. He is handsome, wealthy, smart and fit. He's like a god. But he is crazy, manipulative, obsessed, needy, toxic.
Before he went crazy we were a perfect couple. Of course we had ups and downs but as people say
'arguments can make your relationship stronger with him'.
And we always got back to normal. We would fight but apologise. He was a perfect boyfriend who would treat his girlfriend like a queen. We both loved each other. But then I noticed his flaws that he used to hide I guess.
He would often not let me go out with my friends when he wasn't around me. He checked my phone few a times and thought I didn't know (he left my phone opened with messages which I never do). When I used to talk to other guys he would become furious and one time I saw him threatening a guy just because he smiled at me. One time I went out with my friends and after they were gone I felt being watched, I later found out through my friends that they saw Jungwon following me.
He would often tell me what to do and what to not, but he never laid a finger on me if I didn't let him. He never yelled at me, he never hurt me, he always protected me and took care of me if I was sick.
How can he be so crazy but so nice to me? I have to be honest tho, I liked him and I still do but he scares me. Sometimes he would smile at me while walking past me but then at the same time he would follow me everywhere. He's like a stalker with limits but the worst point that he is my ex.
My ex was not just a crazy ex, he literally killed a guy.
