°•Bakugo x reader•°(Idk how to name it I'll just leave it like this for now)

Not a chapter

Hi

I had a part in draft but I compleatly forgot to publish it. I'm sorry.

To be honest I forgot about this book. I have no idea how because I have nothing going on in my life.

Now if you're not interested in my sad life you can skip this. But I whanted to write this because I feel like there doesn't existe even one person who I could talk to about this.

My life is absoloutly pathetic. The song above is describing it about right.
I'm in high school right now. Surounded by people in my class. No one talks to me.
It's not that I'm bullied or anything like that I'm in good terms with practicly everyone. But I feel empty when I'm there. I'm ok with all of them but not one person looks like they whant to talk to me. If I tried to do it they would just shrug me off as fast as posible and continue with their stuff.

When I was in middle school I was very close to my classmates. We would go out, have fun, spend hours talking about some shit that wasn't even important.

But now every time I see them somwhere we bearly say hey to eachother. I see someone I've known forever and I have nothing to say to them and they have nothing to say to me.

I tought that we would still be close and that we could still have fun and all that but that just didn't happen.

Now I feel like a waste of space. No one cares if I'm there or not or if I'm talking or not. They all have their groups in class.

They all fit in somehow. But I can't.
I see them all enjoying their youth I see their social media.

Life is going on and I can't catch up with it. And I fear that when one day gtaduation comes and I will be left alone. Then comes collage and some job and I will just look back at my highschool life and tell myself that I compleatly wasted it.

I have one relief tho. I have volleyball practice. All people there are energetic and they talk to me and it's a place where I can get all my frustracion out. I can hit sometging, I can scream on top of my lungs and just have fun playing with some good people. Honestly if I didn't have that I would have had a mental break down a long time ago.

And there's one more thing that's saving me right now and that's anime and manga. Ok two things. But there's just something special about them. I feel so many enotions while watching them. Bnha is one of my favourite right now P.S. season 6 is just amaizing.
I like bnha because I hoped that my life would look like that. I don't mean like having a quirk or any of that. I was talking about class 1A. I see them all getting along. Going trougt happy sad and some heartbreaking moments.

They will be there for one another and help eachother out.

I hate when someone tells me why are you watching that it's not even real and start to live in reality. And I'm like bruh it's not like those movies or series you watch are real and I do live in a reality but I need a break sometimes because I'm getting sick of reality.

Ok this sounds really depressing right now but fuck it I just had to get it out somehow.
If someone actually read this I'll be impresed.

Anyway that's all from me at least for now.