endless letters (levi x reader)

To you, in 2000 years.

I felt the heat of the sun on my face before I opened my eyes, his hand wrapped around me before I heard Mikasas soft voice eren, why are you crying?

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dont tell anyone that I was crying Eren said, his brows furrowed and his mouth in a frown. oh come on, at least armin I joked, adjusting the logs in my hand so that they wouldnt fall. "NO NOT ARMIN EITHER" he cried, while Mikasa moved slowly behind us.

Eren, dont join the survey corps.

Eren and I both turned around at the same time to see Mikasa with a blank expression, her eyes half-lidded. Mikasa-

Eren was interrupted by Hannes. Eh? Eren, you were crying? Did you get scolded by Mikasa? he scoffed, the alcohol from his mouth dripping onto the floor. Hannes, please, swallow before you speak. I said, moving back. y/n dont be scared of some alcohol, its good for you, you know? He laughed, turning around to make sure his friends were laughing too. Actually, what would be good for me would be for you and your besties there to actually know how to fight titans, and not just sit on your asses drinking the whole day, you know? I smiled, Oh. Ah, well Hannes said, scratching his head.

WERE JUST CATTLE Eren screamed as he ran towards our house.

anyways, well get out of your way, you guys seem to have a busy day ahead. I said, walking at a fast pace to keep up with Eren and Mikasa, who had already left when Eren did.

NOT SO FAST GUYS I CANT RUN AND MOM WILL BE MAD I LEFT YOU GUYS ALONE. COME BACK.

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oh wow Eren youve worked unusually hard today Mom smiled, patting erens back before quickly switching to his ear HEY- your ears are warm and youre all red, Mikasa and Y/n helped you didnt they yes we did mom, Eren was too busy crying. I added, shooting a smile towards him. aaaand the best sister of the year award goes toooooo guys drum roll please, me. I finish, pointing to myself. Eren grabs his fork I hate you Y/n He says, smiling.

Eren wants to join the survey corps. I hear from behind me. I cover my mouth in a not so good attempt at trying to hide my laughter bro snitched so fast MIKASA THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET Eren whined standing up from his chair and banging his hands on the table, making the soup spill a little.

EREN? WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO GO OUTSIDE THE WALLS? DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE DIED? mom shouts, moving frantically towards Eren. Personally, I agree with him. We cant just sit around and wait for the titans to eat us, we have to fight for our freedom, its the only way. Mom, calm down, its not- but I was cut off by my mother Y/N?? YOU TOO?

darling, surely youre overreacting, eren, y/n, why do you want to go outside the walls? My father spoke. My father never liked me very much, but thats okay, I dont like him very much either.

hookers I replied, shoving a spoonful of soup into my mouth. for the love of the walls y/n can you never answer properly? oh apparently not dad he sighs and turns towards eren. He has a strange affection towards eren, Ill never understand it. I always tried my best to make him proud while Eren only got into trouble. I was always a good daughter, but never enough for him I suppose.

Eren is his son, and im just someone he has to live with.

I want to see whats outside the walls. Eren said, a soft gleam in his eyes. I see. Its good to be curious. Grisha said, standing up and moving towards the door. Eren, when im back ill show you the basement he said, holding up a key in his hand. The basement, we were never allowed there, he probably hides dirty pictures there to jerk off to, weirdo.

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Eren, I dont care what your father says you cant go outside the walls its far too dangerous. CAN YOU SHUT UP MOM, ILL DO WHATEVER I WANT TO DO. STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO AND JUST LIVE LIKE THE DAMN CATTLE YOU ARE Eren shouted, running out of the house. God. y/n, Mikasa, please, keep him safe.

I yawned as I walked down the stairs I should be getting paid for this.

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Y/n, do you really want to join the survey corps too? Mikasa asked me as we walked behind Eren. I do, why? I dont want you to join, you could die. She said, her voice soft. I assure you, we all die someday. I said, laughing as the boys in front of Eren ran away.

Ha! I scared them off. Losers! oh, well actually it was because they saw Y/n and Mikasa coming. Armin said, his gaze settled on me as he spoke. No it was me not them. Eren said, trying to convince us. Oh yeah, whatever you want to believe, Eren. I said, nodding and walking towards the steps where we usually sat.

I stared at the wall, my mind wandering to all the bad things that could happen right now.

Its sad. Most people here are willing to settle for some fleeting sense of security you know? And make no mistake, it absolutely is fleeting. The walls cant hold forever, its only a matter of time. Eren said, the wind blowing through his hair.

Suddenly, there was a loud noise and a lighting strike right outside the wall. what was that? Hey! Stand up and move dont just sit there. I said, grabbing their hands and trying to get the three of them to a safer place. Eren pulled his hand away and ran towards the wall, Look he pointed to a cloud of steam. It cant be that wall is 50 meters tall Armin said, his voice shaking. A titan.

This isnt the time to stop and stare, keep moving. I said, not wanting to wait around for when the huge titan would make its move.

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Huge stones flew around us, people were screaming and crying, there was blood everywhere. But all I could think of was mom. I hope she's okay.

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MOM! Y/N! PLEASE, GET EREN AND MIKASA TO SAFETY. FAST. I looked at the situation, she was being crushed under the roof of our house, blood staining her clothes, and not too far behind was a titan. MOM! GET UP! PLEASE WE NEED YOU! I begged, trying to push the roof off with all my strength. Tears were falling from my eyes and onto the floor when Eren and Mikasa reached us, Eren immediately started to try and lift the roof with me and Mikasa quickly followed.

EREN! MIKASA! Y/NS GOING TO TAKE YOU TO A REALLY NICE PLACE OKAY? PLEASE JUST tears were streaming out of her eyes and staining the wood below her please just stay alive for me okay?

WHAT!? NO MOM, WELL SAVE YOU! Eren shouted, trying harder to lift the wood. you cant my legs are crushed under the rubble, I cant move please.

THEN ILL JUST CARRY YOU! he screamed, wiping away his tears with his sleeve.

Eren! Mikasa! Y/n! stand back! Ill save your mother. Hannes said, removing his swords from his sides and running towards the titan, dont worry Carla, Ill save you! he said this, yet not even ten seconds later we were lifted off from the ground and being carried away from mom. NO! MOM! MOM! HANNES PLEASE WAIT I screamed, as I watched the ugly titan pick mom up and move her towards its mouth.

Her blood splattered everywhere, I could see Erens mouth move into a scream, but I couldnt hear anything except ringing. My legs felt week and my mouth felt dry. Shes gone.