Baby I'm Sorry

4. Actually I Love You

Baby I’m sorry, even without you, somehow, I’m OK
Baby I’m sorry, somehow it’s bearable
Don’t ever worry about me again
I’m sorry I’m so sorry I’m so sorry
Words that can’t satisfy you
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry, actually, I love you
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" Phi..... "
" Sorry .... Im really sorry.... "
" Im here ... I always be here  "
" Sorry .... Im sorry .... Sky "
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After a hot night sky back to his dorm, its 6 am in the morning. Sky open the door of his bedroom and he turn on the lamp.
Sky enter the room with unsteady walk. After the door closed he starting crying, he hold back his voice because he dont wanna be heard. He looking himself in the mirror. He looks so miserable, his hair look messy and his clothes wrinkle everywhere. Sky close his eyes trying to calm himself. With a weak walk he go to bathroom and starting to shower. He can see reds mark everywhere in his body starting to appear. In his neck, in his jawline, in his chest, and even in his legs there was a red mark. He touch a red mark in the arm and starting to crying again. He remember again the hot night with phai. After a long time to take a shower while crying sky eyes became swollen and his nose became stuffy since he crying so much and he know his condition will became worse tomorrow, so he message rain that he cant attend class today. He need rest both of his physical and his mental. After he send message to rain he go to his bed and starting to sleep without him knowing phai calling him many times.
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" Sky .... Sky ..... Sky " Someone calling him and knocked his door repeatedly, sky open his eyes and get up from his bed.

" Sky .. Its me rain ... Sky open the door please " Said rain. Sky opened the door and let rain in.

" What is it rain ? I message you i want to take a rest right ? " Asked sky, he still sleepy and his body is tired.

" Wow ... You looks messed up "  Rain ignore sky question and he just take the japanese table beside chair and open the groceries that he brought. He take the plate and starting to prepare the food.

" Come here sky ... I know you didnt eat yet right so come here lets eat "

" Rain .. "

" Eat first sky "

" Ok " Sky sighed because his friend is really stubborn. Rain smile when he saw his best friend sit beside him and starting to eat. Rain is really worried when he received a message from sky that he wont attend the class because he is sick. He became more worried when he saw sky condition right now. Rain can looks some bruise in sky body and some red mark that turned into purple, sky eyes swollen and his skin is really pale. If he didnt know the reason he wil starting to panic thinking that someone abused sky.

" Sky .... "

" Um ... "

" This early morning phi phai come to phi phayu house " Sky froze when rain mention phai name.

_Flash Back _

RINGGG... RINGGG RINGG
A sound of phone call didnt stop ringing from phayu phone. Phayu groan annoyed  with the nonstop calling.

' WHO THE FUCK IS CALLING ? ' phayu cursed, he didnt get so much sleep since he ' play' too much with his boyfriend until 3 am and its still 6 am in the morning, he still have 3 hour again before he deliver his lover to the class and go to office. Phayu wanna ignore the call and back to sleep hugging his beloved one but the ring didnt give up and its make rain move a little.

" Um... Phi phayu... Your phone " Rain said with hoarse voice, the effect from activity night.

" Just ignore it, lets get back to sleep "