I miss being able to smile
I miss having someone to talk to
I miss people caring
I miss people not hating me
I miss being able to enjoy things
I miss having motivation
I miss being able to breathe
I miss not hurting
I miss being happy
I miss having a reason to exist
I miss having friends
I miss not being afraid
I miss being able to leave
I miss not feeling suicidal
I miss having purpose
I miss when I wasn't going to die
I miss looking forward to my future
I miss being able to live
I miss not clawing my skin open
I miss not being here
I miss being able to believe things will get better
I miss when I wasn't scared to be myself
I miss...