(Guns pov)
( TW ED)
After school I greeted my mom she was busy with the store but smiled at me and asked me about my day i told her it was fine that i have a new group of friends she was glad i went to my room and saw that tinn messaged me asking if was okay because of the comments people were saying about me today honestly they did hurt because of how bad i got bullied in elementary i didn't want him to know that so i just told him that yeah i was okay i was just bored so that was probably why my face expression was like that when in reality i wasn't bored i was hurt with their words im very sensitive i just didn''t want anyone to see it since i would be considerd weak and that could be used against me i really don''t want to lose this friendships like the other ones because of rumors when people were saying that i honestly felt like throwing up and crying me and tinn continued to talk until we both had to go my mom called me down for dinner i wanted to throw up with every bite i took i didn't wanna make my mom worry when we finished dinner i went to the bathroom and threw up i felt bad guilty i started crying really bad while covering my mouth i hated doing this but if it was the way people liked me i kept crying i felt pathetic each time i cried school just made everything worse i hate people so much sometimes i really feel like sometimes disappearing.
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