AN - Sorry it took me so long. Love ya xo
Chapter 13 - First
When I woke-up Anne was gone and Niall was sitting on the bed. He smiled at me, "morning," he says. I rubbed my eyes, "morning," I mumbled back. I sat up, "how's Lou?" I wondered. Niall looked down, "he alright. Just upset with himself for scaring you. He is actually downstairs. He thinks you're at your mothers. So you don't have to see him if you don't want to," he tells me. I played with my fingers, "I do want to see him. I just I don't know how I will react," I admitted.
"Well we are all here for you, so take your time," Niall reassured me. As he was about to get off the bed I grabbed his arm, "can you stay?" I begged. Niall nodded his head, "you're just lucky that Lou thinks that I'm in Harry's room," he smiled. I smiled back, "thanks," I say. I played with my fingers again, "Ni what would you do if you were in my shoes?" I asked. Niall grabbed my hand, "Lil what your feeling is alright. I actually want to know something about you tho," he started. I nodded my head slowly for him to continue, "did you talk to anyone about it what happened to you or did you just went on with life?" he questioned. I looked down, "I just went on with life. I had no one to talk to about it since no one believed me it was Matt. The teacher that stopped it left not long after," I confessed. I looked at Niall, "I have a request for you. I want you to talk to someone about it since now it effecting you," he tell me. I nodded my head, "I thought about talking to Veronica about it. I seem comfortable with her," I tell him. Niall nodded his head, "I think that's a wise choice. I don't want to see you have a panic attack again, because Harry nearly had a panic attack too," he says.
"On the subject of Veronica and that I also want to change the subject. Did you really have a crush on her?" I wondered. Niall laughed a little bit, "ok I will tell you the truth if you don't tell anyone," he tells me. I nodded my head, "I promise," I smiled. Niall took in a deep breath, "I didn't have a crush on her. I had one on Zayn. It just that Liam caught me checking out Zayn when he was talking to Veronica. So Liam thought I was checking her out. I never corrected him, because I didn't want him to find out that I was gay," Niall admitted. Niall seemed nervous, "so when I pointed out that Veronica looks like Zayn. You thought I was on to you about being gay?" I questioned. Niall nodded his head, "so when Zayn was making jokes about how he likes to be on top. Were you turned on?" I wondered. Niall shrugged his shoulders, "I kinda was, but Harry and I were already fooling around than," he tells me. I gave him a small nod, "so how did you and Harry happen?" I asked.
"One night we went out together. Just the two of us and we got really drunk. We end up coming back here to his house since no one was home. He asked me to stay in his bed and I thought nothing of it, but when he closed his bedroom door he kissed me. I pushed him off, be he kissed me again. I kissed him back that time. Then one thing lead to another and that all you need to learn. That night I lost my ass virginity to Harry. I thought it was a one off thing with me and him, but he turned up at my house and it happened again. Then I turned up to his house just to see if it was when Harry felt like it. Like he had to dominate me for some fucked up reason. I was shocked when it wasn't and that night Harry lost his ass virginity to me. Me and Harry only been with each other," he confessed. Niall had a big smile on his face, "but can I ask why you fuck girls?" I wondered.
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