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Marius

I asked Zekey if I could sleep on his bed because Prince made me feel some type of way. He was so certain he had no feelings for me at all. Everything we did and said last night meant absolutely nothing to him. He didn't even try to pretend. We both like Zekey anyway but I hate that I'm questioning my feelings for Prince. I can't like him just cause he fucked me. That's so shallow and desperate this can't be happening.

Ezekiel

After yesterday Marius was clearly being petty avoiding Prince. He even sleeps in my room. But I don't think Prince really noticed. Or else he doesn't care. I don't know which is worse. The house has just been so awkward and depressing. Not at all how it was before. At first it was like we're all in sync and living peacefully. I have to fix this somehow. Both where at work so I decided to try and think of how to fix it now. I wasn't sure what the problem was honestly. Why was Marius hurt? Did Prince say or do something? Did I? Well I guess it can't be me since he switched rooms to mine. I tried to talk to him but he didn't want to. He just kept blowing it off. I guess I'll just have to force him too once he gets here for lunch. Prince and Marius both have different lunch times and come home for them. It's like my own private time with them. I'll just have to get him to talk then. I'll cook something nice they'll both love.

Marius

I decided to avoid Prince and the whole situation as a whole. I honestly think he doesn't care so that's what I'm gonna do to. As soon as I stop having weird dreams of Me, Zekey and Prince as a married couple. Well trouple. I only want Zekey and to myself too. There's no way I could ever like Prince too. He hurts people's feelings and then just pretends it never happened. Like he doesn't remember. Just like he did when we broke up. I walked into the apartment my sour mood immediately changing knowing I'm gonna get to see the omega. Walking into the kitchen a delicious smell comes my way.

"Mmm what are you making?" I asked practically drooling as I wrapped his waisted holding his belly.

"Nachos" I nodded looking to the table and seeing a cutting board with vegetables.

"You cut the veggies baby I'll do this." He smiles kissing my cheek. Almost like my body has been electrocuted surprised.

"Thanks Marius your so sweet." I was still stunned as he left me going to the table.

Prince

I think Marius is mad at me. Well know he is. I don't know what to do. Or what exactly got him mad. But I need to fix it. Cause even if we don't have romantic feelings for each other we're still a family when it comes to Zeke and the babies. I decided to go home for lunch at the time he usually does hoping I'll somehow get him to talk to me. I was a little late getting turbos, a fruit punch Arizona tea, a red Gatorade and tapatio Doritos. Zeke's and Marius's favorite drink and chips. This usually works or at least butters up Zeke so maybe it will work for Marius too. I unlocked the door going in and locking it. I immediately went to the kitchen sensing the two.

"Hey I got snacks." Zeke immediately got up going to hug me but Marius didn't even turn as he continued to mix the meat.

"Oww my favorite." Zeke said excitedly taking out his snacks as he got the bag. "Aww you got Marius his favorites too." Zeke gushed adorably making me blush. That got Marius's attention as he turned to us. Clearly shocked I remembered his favorite snacks. Zeke handed me back the bag as I went to Marius's side.

"Here" I said smiling but he just turned back to the meat.

"I don't want to fill up on that before lunch." He said coldly. That honestly broke my heart Marius was never cold. How bad did I screw up?

"Marius you don't refuse a gift that's rude." Zeke scolded but he had a right.

"No it's okay Zeke he doesn't want to fill up on this junk. I'll just put it in the fridge you can have them later." I walked to the fridge putting the snacks away. Turning back to the two who were cooking before I walked in. Deciding to help. "Is there anything I can help with." I asked Zeke as he sat back at the cutting board. He smiled adorably nodding.

"Yes do the guacamole please." I nodded at his request going back to the fridge to get avocado. Then to the season cabinet and finally the bowl one. Stopping dead in my tracks as I noticed Marius blocking it.

"Can I get a bowl?" He looked at me pouting before he scooted over wordlessly. Looking away from me again. I grabbed a bowl quickly not to be in his way then to the spoon drawer giving him his space back. I sat at the table with Zeke. Starting the guacamole making but it was quite and tense. Usually when we're all together like this we have fun and talk a lot. This was torture. Knowing I messed up everything we had going. Me and Marius finally got to be roommates and I ruined it all. Just because I was horny. Just because I don't understand my feelings for Marius and that may have hurt him. I love Marius I do but I don't know in which way. Zeke stood with an eye roll probably annoyed of the silence.

"I'm gonna use the restroom." He stomp off as fast as someone could pregnant. Leaving me and Marius alone to deal with our horny consequences.

Marius

Prince stood walking to me but I didn't look back mixing the cheese. I'm stronger then giving in to a guy just because we've been best friend since forever. And just because he might be the person who knows me the best.

"The meats done." He pointed leaning on the counter next to me. I groan turning off the meat pot. "It looks kinda crispy did you burn it." I shrugged not looking at him just down at the cheese. "Nah it looks good just a little over cooked ya know." I nodded along turning off the cheese burner but still mixing. He sighed finally forgetting about avoiding the problem. "Dude can we please just talk? I know one thing about the both of us. We both love each other and whether those feelings are romantic or platonic I don't want us like this." I rolled my eyes.

"Like what?" I asked trying to ignore him as I still didn't look up. He tsked losing his chill ice prince cool for a bit.

"You know dude. We don't talk, we don't game, we don't eat together. We.. we don't even sleep together." His voice slowly became lower and more filled with emotion. I looked at him getting the feeling. I love sleeping with Prince. You don't even have the awkward cuddle me conversation he just does it. But I can't be weak I'm always so weak. I can't allow myself to get hurt anymore. I have to grow up and learn to protect myself from being hurt. Even by the people I love.

"It's better this way." I turned right back to the cheese immediately regretting the words. But is there really any way to apologize for something like that. He sniffled making me turn to him just noticing him tear up as he stomped out the kitchen. That was mean. Now I gotta apologize he was trying to be nice after all.

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