why..?

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TIGHNARI POV-

Huh? Oh I fell asleep, He was now on cynos chest, he could hear cynos heart beat, it was soothing, he laid there for a few more seconds, just listening, then he carefully got up and went to the bathroom, he looked at his wrists, they were covered in scars, he wanted to do it again, but he didn't want cyno to be mad, he looked at the painkillers bottle, he felt sick for some reason, he puked in the toilet, the smell was horrid, and there was blood..?

CYNO POV-

he woke up to hear puking, he noticed tighnari was no longer there, he checked the bathroom where tighnari was puking, "Are you okay nari?" Tighnari looked up at him, "No, I don't know why I'm puking, but there's blood.." Cyno looked, and there was blood, "what the..?"

TIGHNARI POV-

Cyno left to go buy medicine, and tighnari was left all alone, he stared at the knife, he grabbed it, his mind filled with thoughts, it told him to do it, he slightly slit his wrists, he saw the door knob turn and he froze the knife fell to the bathroom floor, cyno walked in and looked at him, then the knife, he looked upset, but grabbed some bandages and bandaged the cuts up, then he grabbed a drink and sat down with tighnari and gave him the medication, once tighnari took it cyno looked at him "why..? Why do you keep harming yourself? You don't deserve it..." Cyno asked, Tighnari was stunned, "I, uh, i don't know..." he just wanted to lay back down. Cyno looked at him again. He pulled tighnari closer and began to kiss him. Eventually they stopped making out, "can we lay back down?" Tighnari asked, cyno nodded, they stood back up and walked to the bedroom where they laid down and fell asleep. Minutes later, tighnari woke up. He looked at his nightstand where a book laid, and he grabbed it and started to read still leaning his head on cyno's shoulder.

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