FEAR?

Prologue

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I never get the true meaning of fear...... Where does it come from?...... Why does it appear and make me feel like I can't function properly....
Its weird to think about it and even weirder to figure it out.

I can see a figure in the dark and get nervous without knowing what it actually is.... A human? Maybe my parents or a friend, could be a stranger, it gives me the chills to think its something more than that......

But what actually matters is to not show that fear in your speech, your body your spirit..... But can you hide it?
It's in your eyes deep down... A little fright of what lies beneath everything you ever see, feel,.... live?

Everytime you go deeper in your thoughts it scares you to think that its so much more than you want to know,right?

Why?

You hide the shivers every single time you feel it, to be brave? To be better? To tell yourself that there's nothing to be afraid of? Is there nothing..... Really?

I and maybe you too.... Check your surroundings often to make sure there's NOTHING..... Why?

You look at the corners of your room, even your walls, in your closet, under... Your bed?

You and I are afraid of something that can be with us here...... Observing? Staring? Smiling?

You may think its just a note, you may be scared, maybe creeped out but still you consider the possibility and look behind you atleat once...... And if you did you know its stupid and ask yourself "why?".

I am asking myself "why" too... To find the answer for questions... Why I get the chills everytime I have to look back? , everytime I have to open my eyes? and everytime I read what I wrote.... Why?

Is this a way to tell myself something?

Whatever it is its creepy and weird... So much that it gives me the chills

Everytime I hear the noises outside the door it creeps me out.... The goosebumps I get.......

Is it instinct? As I hear the stories I get more and more certain......... But still its blurry, what is fear?

You can think about it as much as you want I did too, but the answer will be hidden till I turn to dust and forever will my soul question..... was it ever there or just my imagination? Was it something a mere speck like me could solve? And why was I ever obliged to question? What was it that made me question?

Whats my biggest fear? Whats yours? What is it that keeps me up? Whats the stories that made me so scared that I didn't have the courage to find out more....?

What is it that made me believe its there?

            
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                                        MEGHNA
                                                                                         17/03/2023    

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