Saved by him ♥️ ~a ranboo x reader story (RE-WRITE!!)

him ♥️ (chapter 1)

It was your average day, you were out and about your town, having a great day. You went to the mall, even got to see your (busy) boyfriend, ranboo. You truly didn't get to see him much these days, as he was constantly working on his projects and streaming, but you called almost every night, and most times you both fell asleep on said call. You took care of each other, and you were happy. You knew ranboo was coming over this weekend, and you were so excited, that you were cleaning up your whole room, smiling and humming little tunes the whole time. Soon, the sun had set, and you were sitting in your freshly cleaned room, sitting on your bed, texting ranboo.

'hey!! How was your day, ran?'
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'was good! What about yours?'
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'it was good I kinda like,, stress cleaned my whole house today, it's sparkly clean now though. So that's good , right?'
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'Sounds... Fun? I think? Maybe?'
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And so on, until the two of you called again, and you showed off your room.

(Author- you speaking is " ranboo is ')

"Look at what i did, it's...  I think this is the most clean it's been since I moved in here, honestly.."
'damn, really? I don't think my house has even came close to being that clean, y/n.'
"Bleah, I need to come over one of these days and just clean till it sparkles in there , ran."

Both of you laughed, and continued to talk for a while. At some point while you guys talked, you played down, all snuggled up into your blanket, and ranboo smiled at you, that smile ... You loved his smile so much. It was so endearing. It was the last thing you saw before you had passed out, sleeping.

'well, sleep tight, y/n.' ranboo whispered, as he shifted, laying on his side, smiling at the little picture of you sleeping. He knew you never had gotten enough sleep, so if it means he had to stay on call with you? He would do it. He set his phone down, sighing a bit, and closing his eyes, promising himself that he was only resting his eyes, and he would get up soon. That, however , had ended up with the lie. He woke up, early the next day, to see you had ended the call. Maybe you're phone died?

Tw begins here !

Well. If course that wasn't it. You ended it because you woke up, and you felt bad. Really bad. So, you wandered to your bathroom, and stared at yourself in the mirror, getting teary eyed just from looking at yourself. How could anyone love you? You thought. Why does he want me? And so on. You opened up the bathroom drawer, And picked up the razor you had hidden away in there, and rolled up your shorts. Slowly, you dragged it across your skin, and you could feel it catch as it cut through, and you winced a little bit, the blood beading then rolling down your thigh. Shit. Shitshitshit- you quickly regretted your choice, and cleaned yourself up.

Tw ends here.

You say at your desk, working away, before ranboo messaged you again, asking what happened. You said your phone must've auto hung up or something, and he didn't question it at all. He offered to come over, even. Isn't that exciting? You panicked though, having to clean so much in so little time, kicking things under your bed to try and avoid having to actually clean it up, and clearing your counters off because they were a wreck too. You knew he didn't care, so you didn't really know why you were crying over this, but you did know, that before he got there, you were having a full blown meltdown right against the fridge door.

to be continued.