how they changed my life

16~ending

a/n
sorry giys, I have been feeling really down and life is hurting me atm so the story is going to have to end on a low! im so sorry this is a way I suppose of expressing my life lately!

lanas pov
so much has happened since that day meg and brad got engaged! for starters I had a miscarriage! amd have now been cutting a lot! I also lost my best friend so that didn't help! well today is the wedding and i have my dress all sorted but I don't want to go! I have to watch the love of my life get married to the bitch! I sat in the ceremony in disbelief! However I had ti go to the toulets as I was going to be sick! I was sick all iver my dress and had to go home! when I got home I cried and cried and the cuta got deeper amd deeper! by about 12 they were bad! as I took one more dig I felt dizzy and blacked out! I then realised I had accomplished my mission to die to escape this hell so that's what I did!

a/n
as I said sorry its so sad! Basically just put everything in there! I hope my life gets better and doesn't end like this but...