Void

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(So I know the last chapter was....weird...
And short...but I am almost positive I will never make another chapter with about 2000 words again....anyways...I love you! Thanks for the views!
Also! Credit to the artist of this pic! It's amazing!)
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Seek POV.

After a long day of gaming...I decided I was having too much screen time...

And that Figure might be getting worried...
So I told my friends....new friends...that I was leaving for the day...

Now...I need to eat something...
I get up...and as I walk to the door...the voices rushed in...

I hadn't even noticed they were gone....

But as soon as I opened the door...I flinched closing my eye just as it was exposed to light...
My eye was adjusted to the dark...

I take a step forward...unable to see infront of me...my eye watered....
But then I stop...I walked into something...

I felt around..."A wall?" I whispered...
Then I was embraced...I rubbed my eye and look up to see Figure.

He had engulfed me with one of his bear hugs...
"Oh...Figure...I didn't notice you there..." I say patting his back...

"It's okay Hun...I was about to ask you if you were hungry..." he said...directing his head to my face...
As if he were staring at me...

I coughed, "Yes Love...I'm starving..." I tell him...
Before embracing him back...

We walked to the cafeteria...it was slightly empty...and too quiet...unfortunately that's a bad thing for me now.

If I'm alone, or it's too quiet...the voices return...
Not that they ever leave...I just don't notice them...

We sat in our normal chairs...
Figure then got up and left to get our food....

He went to talk to the worker at the cafeteria...
She was a tall entity...and it seems they were getting a little too close...

I felt anger and jealousy rise in my chest...
It stung...and I hated it...

"Is there a problem?" I ask...both the waitress and Figure jumped...I must of scared them...

"N.n.no problem..." She said, she played with her hair..blushing...before rushing away to get our food...

Figure turned towards me...almost like he was looking down at me..."What's wrong Hun?" He asked...I grabbed his hand...

"Y...you aren't...you aren't leaving me...are you?"
I ask...I then back away...my heart sank when Figure didn't respond...

I took another step back...tripping I fell to the floor..."this...this is a bad dream...it has to be..."
I cried...

I chuckled..."This...this is a dream...I...I have to wake up...please wake up..." I say...tears falling from my face...

Figure walked towards me..."Hun? What are you talking about? Are you okay?" He said...my vision cleared...was I...hallucinating?

I rubbed my eyes...Figure snapping his fingers at me...I was still sitting on my chair...I look up at him...he walked over to me...

"Are you okay?" He asked...
"Am I okay...AM I OKAY!?" I yell...I begin hyperventilating...

"Your...your...IMPOSSIBLE!" I yell...pointing at his face...they were so close they might as well of kissed...

I look closely at Figures face...there was a lipstick mark on his face...OMG! I WAS JOKING! SO WAS IT ALL REAL? My own mind...driving me insane ..

I slap him across the face...tears falling down my cheeks...

"Are you kidding me?" I said...my voice cracked...
"What's happening...I can't tell what's real and what's fake anymore..." I whisper...

"THE FUCK SEEK! WHY DID YOU SLAP ME!? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!" Figure cried...

I ran...away from all the people watching...away from that waitress...away from Figure...

I didn't know what to do with myself anymore...
I can't believe I trusted him...I loved him...
Is this real?...

What even is real?...

How do I know this life is even real?

What even is life?

These thoughts swarming my mind...again...louder then before...
My headache worsened...

Am I over thinking this?
Should I have let Figure explain?...
I'm scared now...I'm scared to love again....

My chest hurts....

I'm slowly going insane...

I locked myself in my room...playing on my computer...I didn't vent to my new friends...
They didn't need to know...

A week passed... don't think Figure didn't try to talk to me...he really tried...and I didn't answer...

What do I do?...

Do I ask him what really happened?
Why did I all of a sudden transfer to my chair...
did I pass out? It was so sudden...

That might of been it...maybe I'm being too mean to Figure....I should apologize...

I look down at my hands...I had cut my wrists the night prior...
The stress and the voices, causing me to endure self-harm...

I wrapped my wrists with bandages...
Before actually leaving the room...
Figure sitting next to my door...

Passed out...
I felt bad...

I walked past him...and walked to my domain...
And I sunk into my puddle...

Sitting pushed against the wall inside the vastness of my void...the eyes looking down on me...

They showed there sadness, and anger...
My emotions filling the space....

I brought my knees to my chest...tears falling on the black glass floor...the indistinct voices filling my head...

Maybe I should ask him...
I pass out for a month...the needle being filled with a strong sedative most likely...

Leaving Figure in pain...and now he's in even more pain...me ignoring him for a whole week...

Should I talk to him? Maybe it was a misunderstanding....

Ugh...but what if I'm wrong?...what if he doesn't need me anymore?...

I can't with these emotions right now...
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Figure POV.

I hear Seeks footsteps infront of me...he stops...
I hear him gasp...he was crying...
Then he walks away...

I wait...then follow to the last place I heard his footsteps...my echo-location showing his puddle...

I've never been in his void before...
I go into it...not expecting to be let in...

I hope Seek is okay...
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