"baked"
"show me what u were doing." he demanded
"or what?" i asked
"i wont talk to u for the rest of the week" he said crossing his arms.
"okay.. dont be mad tho!" i said nervously"i could never be mad at you!" juicy said, picking up my phone. i buried my head in the pillow. i heard him laugh a little. "well i didnt know you enjoyed yourself that much.. and i sort of already knew that hah." he said, throwing my phone on the bed and flopping over. "so.. friends with benifits then?" he asked
"sure" i said laughing a bit.
"bet" he said, smacking my ass. i death stared him "hat u gonna do? fuck me?" he joked. i laughed at that and messed up his hair. "are we gonna sleep now or what."
"yes! ive been waiting for ages for you to say that! finally! sleep." i say, picking up my pen and taking 2 big hits so i could sleep better. i offered it to him and he took it, talking big hits. for the 3rd time using a pen he was pretty confident in himself. (also ik he probable smokes on carts, and ik he smokes blunts.. we just pretend its his first time using a CART for the story, ok? ok.) for some reason he just sat there, looking at the ceiling. "im gonna change real quick." i said, getting up and getting some comfortable clothes.
i put on some pajama pants and an oversizet tshirt & turned off the lights so we could sleep. i turned my vaporizer on so id have some light & so the room wouldnt get dry.
soon after that we both fell asleep in our bed.time skip
i woke up to find that juicy wasnt in the bed still. oh well he probablt just went to the kitchen or something. i picked up mt phone to check the time and saw a message from alice.
a- bro remember ur ex that cheated on you?
y- yea.. ofc i do?
a-he did it to another fucking person. im going off on him rn
y- ofc he did. asshole. anyways i just woke up so im gonna go eat, byee
a- byeei got up, tears running down my face. i started thinking about what happened and kept asking myself how he could do that to me. how did he just play qith my heart and not care? god i hate myself. i started hyperventilating and felt light headed so i decided to get someone to help calm me down. the first place i went to was the living room. fuck. why is everyone in here. "juicy" i stuttered, starting cry harder.
"fuck are you okay?" he asked me. i just shook my head. i couldnt talk. god i hate feeling like this. "hey its okay.. whats wrong?" he asked. i showed him the texts i got from alice and pointed at the 'bro remember ur ex that cheated on you?'. he looked up at me and cupped my face in his hands. "im so sorry y/n. you didnt deserve that. hes a peice of shit and i can promise you that it was not your fault. youre so much better than him y/n" he said in an attempt to comfort me. it didnt work. ive heard all of that before but i just cant belive it.
"its okay, cry all you need. youre safe here." he said. i slowly started to breathe normally and the tears started flowing less frequently.
"thanks. sorry" i said.
"hey, its okay. im glad you trust me enough to come to me for help." he said. i just nodded.
"i think i need a shot or two" i said. everyone started laughing at that, and i smiled. it was great to know that i had some great friends who i can trust with anything. its comforting. i got up and went to the kitchen, reaching in my pocket for my pen. fuck where is it? i ran to my room searching for it everywhere, i stepped to the side of the bed and heard a crunch. my heart sank. i looked down at what i stepped on and saw it was my pen. i started punching the bed. "why did i do that!" i yelled.
"do what?" josh asked me. i picked up the remains of the pen and showed it to him. "damn, ill roll you one if you want." he said
"yes pleasee. thanks josh, love ya." i said, not realizing that he wasnt alice.
"oh? didnt know you loved me but okay" he said laughing a bit.
"no wait- i forgot you wernt alice-" i said trying to explain myself.
"its okay, ill go roll you one." he said, walking away. i slapped myself in the forehead. how the hell did i just mistake joshdub for alice. they arent even the same gender and im literally in a different country.
"hey" mully said from behind me.
"josh said he just packed a bowl if you want instead" i jumped up.
"HELL YEAH!" i yelled, running into the living room. "i call first rip!" i yelled again. i went over to josh and took the lighter from him. i lit up the weed and took a rip after a few seconds. i held it in for a bit then exhaled. i went back for whatever smoke was left in it and exhaled that quickly since it wasnt a lot. i immediately felt it. god i love bong rips so much. after 3 bowls everyone had taken a hit or two and we were all high, laughing and having a good time. i completely forgot that i hadnt eaten till i started getting the worst crabing ever.
i went to the kitchen then to our fridge and pulled out some cheese and peperoni. then i went to the pantry and took out some ritz crackers. i snacked on that for like 50 minutes and there were only 10 crackers.
i decided to take a nap on the floor because it was just most convenient and i was tired, almost unable to stand.time skip
i woke up about 4 hours later to people calling my name and poking me.
"the fuck do you guys want?" i asked the boys who were standing over me.
"sorry we thought you were dead" narrator said.
"yeah, sorry. you csn go back to sleep. we put you back in your bed." mully said. i looked around a bit.
"i wasnt in the bed?" i asked genuinely confused.
"nope.. you were in the kitchen. we didnt want to wake you up straight away so we just put you in here." jost said.
"okay. well leave now. im tired bitch" i said. everyone nodded and left, josh being the last to walk to the door. "hey josh?" i asked.
"yeah?" he said confused.
"can you come rub my head or play with my hair. i need help sleeping now." i said a bit nervously.
"of course." josh said, walking over to me and sitting next to the bed.
"you can get in." i say, moving over to make space for him. he got in the bed and laid down. he started to play with my hair and massage my head. thats all i remember before i fell asleep.~to be continued~
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the boys x yn (contains smut)
Fanfictionso. its been a while. ive gotten out of my lil depression episode (its been 5 years) and deleted every story i wrote since they wrre all bad...and ive decied to make a the boys x yn story. in this book they will be fighting over who gets you. but in...