I watched her walk away from me wearing nothing but the feelings she kept so silently on her sleeve she didn't bother looking back because she knew I couldn't give her what she wanted.
"Is there anything you can do correctly?" My ex asked me over the phone
"Actually...yeah" I said hanging up.
One thing she'd never be able to do would be pissing me off on my own damn phone especially after everything we did together
She was right about one thing though.
"Somehow someway somebody will treat you the way you treated those girls and you'll realize you fucked up
with somebody that wanted to spend their life with you"
My mind for so long couldn't wrap around the fact maybe for once I was wrong or that maybe they deserved this treatment for how easily they let me in and let me have what I wanted.
I finally got up and did my daily routine of working out before anything else
Then I saw the stud from the party.
I turned around and my eyes met hers...it felt forbidden I knew I didn't like studs but she wasn't like the rest of what I was used to
Her body was amazing I could see the sweat glistening off her stomach it was tight, her short orange curls... the way the sweat accumulated across her forehead while she picked up the weights I saw her toned arms flex just slightly at every pull
"Wtf are you looking at?" She asked obviously pissed when she realized who I was
"You. You look good ma" I said smiling while she side eyed me putting the weights down and leaving
I guess she was done but I wasn't.. not talking to her.
"Hey. Hey" I said tryna stop her while she walked briskly to her benz
"The fuck you want my nigga?" She asked stuffing her hands into her pockets
"A chance with you" I said scratching my neck before looking into her honey brown eyes.
"You fucked that shit up you can be the bro though" she said nonchalantly while starting her car
"I'll take what I can get" I said before patting the top of her car
"You gon take what I give you thot ass nigga or we can be back at square one" she said speeding off while she played her trap music
I ain't ever wanted one of my bros though..
