Just for this first bit.
What Yoongi thinks is happening
What's actually happening.
YOONGIS POV
I was walking...
Untill I Made it to an all so familiar place..
The house that I used to share with my fiancé well now ex fiancé because I don't think we are ever getting back together.
But I do have a slight feeling that we will...
I walk up to the door and knock of it.
He opens it carefully.
He slams the door open
Then he hugs me kissing me deeply.
He pulls me into into the house kissing me deeply.
Then he brings me up to our room.
He drags me up to our room.
And he kisses me softly.
He kisses me painfully making my lips bleed.
He's taking my clothes of...
He's ripping my clothes of.
He's kissing my neck softly.
He's biting my neck.
He's making love to me again
He's using me again like a toy or a whore.
He's showing how much he loves me.
He's showing how much he loves my body not me.
He puts me on the bed carefully.
He throws me onto the bed.
He's goes in gently.
He slams into me.
He's goes carefully and softly because I doesn't want to hurt me.
He wants to hurt me he doesn't care about being careful or going softly.
He loves me...
He hates me.
He wants me back...
He doesn't want me...
I know he does.
I know he doesn't.
And I want him to...
But I still want to be his I don't care what he wants.
I feel like I'm bleeding.
I feel so loved.
I probably am.
I know I'm loved he loves me for me not my body
I cant feel anything.
I feel so much when I'm around him.
God this is painful.
There is no pain at all because he is so gentle with me.
I just feel so numb I can't go no more...
I just feel so loved I know we can go on for days...
He hates me and that's the truth!
HE LOVES ME THATS THE TRUT!
I need to let him go.
I can't let him go.
*time skip
Once he is finished with my body I quickly get up and get dressed and run out of his house back to my own.
Once I get home I go inside of my house and lock the door heading up to my bathroom to get a bath.
Because I feel so dirty.
I feel used.
I KNOW I WAS USED
And my body just lets me be used.
My brain knows that he Doesn't love me and he's using me.
My heart on the other hand doesn't.
It still thinks he loves me when he doesn't.
It's pointless my heart is making me chase a man that doesn't even love me any more and I'm okay with that I'm sure I'll find someone else I'll find someone that loves me for me and not my body!
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The boys with tattoos rewrite
FanfictionBasically the same plot as before only it's a rewrite instead :] Where Jungkook bumps into a boy who is littered with tattoos who just so happens to friends with a boy cover in tattoos as well that Jungkook also just so happens to bump into as well.
