Hii first of all thank you sm for al the reads I would of never have thought that this story would get so many reads💕🫶🏻
I'm soooooo sorry about the hiatus I switched schools very unexpectedly so i was very busy trying to fit in and catch up on all the school work . I have some drafts ready for this story so it will continue:) the past year i really tried to focus on myself that's why i kinda neglected this story since i had no inspiration. The year was also kinda crazy got a girlfriend then broke up. I also saw blackpink in december and ateez past month😭💕. Oh and i also passed my driving test and decided to not finish high school and go straight to university so it was a hard but fun year so i hope 2023 will be better . Anyway im back and will finish this story.
I hit rock bottom this year but got thru it and I've been happier lately :)
‼️Trigger warning mentions of depression and suicide ‼️
The blackpink concert was one of the best nights of my life :) i was rock bottom in December and if i gotta be honest since i got the tickets the only thing that kept me alive was the thought of seeing blackpink and then blackpink came. I cried sm at the concert just because i realized something ........ life is worth living. Blackpink and bts saved me 5 years ago and blackpink did it again. The concert made me feel sm happiness at that moment that I hadn't felt in months at that point. High school drained everything out of me :( my class was soo bad and i went everyday sick to school just because I overthought everything so much every single morning. That's why i dropped out and went straight to university and i have such a good class and teachers i go to school happy now and I still can't believe it 🥺🫶🏻 i also dropped some friends that made me feel not worthy. In high school i also believed that with every good thing something bad would happen and i got over it😭 that thought influenced everything i did and I literally locked myself in my room so nothing good or bad could happen. The concert saved me and I don't know if i could write this if I didn't go to the concert
And please if you go thru the same find ur happiness and kick the bad influences out of ut life !! If you need someone to talk to send me a message:)
Ur loved keep that in mind
This i what I wrote when i was at my lowest and I deleted everything 😭 cause I don't feel this way anymore U CAN DO IT
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The best night of my life 🫶🏻💕🎀✨
Im crying while writing this but love you guys💕
And by the way a happy new year( better late then never i guess😅)
