Dear Seongie

Dear Seongie 7

Dear Seongie,

I can't help but spiral into depression and become a shell of my former self.

And it's obvious you noticed.

Because you've began to hang around me more now.

Barely leaving my side and always checking in on me.

Which is not helping my case at all.

I hate the fact that every little thing you do still gives me butterflies.

I hate the fact that I'm still holding on to unrealistic hope that you'll maybe fall for me.

I hate the fact that I so badly want you to break up with Ava and maybe be with me instead.

But that isn't happening anytime soon.

I hate it Seonghwa.

I hate it because of how obvious it is the way you love Ava.

The way you look at her, is the way I look at you.

But do you know what I hate more?

I hate the fact that she also looks at you with those same eyes.

Exactly like the way I look at you.

But despite all this,

I hate the fact that I still have reasons I love you Seongie.

And I hate myself for ever loving you.

Your Joongie♡

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Aww my poor baby🤧

Tbh, unrequited love hurts.

It's the worst type of love.

Also, rest in peace Moonbin
I find it hard to believe that he's gone.
It's been two days and I still can't believe it.

But am I the only one who thinks it wasn't suicide?

But whatever was the cause of death, the Kpop industry has failed again at protecting a precious soul.

We've failed and we've lost another precious soul.

But it's okay
Because he's finally in a better place.

Rest in peace Moonbin.

'And finally the moon meets the stars.

January 26, 1998 - April 19, 2023'