Words #25: excuse the mess
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I've felt stuck
Unable to move forward by a force holding me back
A force who shares my name
She keeps me from feeling like I fit in anywhere
For a while I could delude myself into a false sense of happiness
But then the glass mirror cracked.
Suddenly the people I knew became an unrecognizable faces
And I came to realize I didn't know them anymore
I was pushed to the outside
Left to look in and watch
as the people I once knew lived their lives to the fullest
My connection with reality broke with each lost friendship
and it's become increasingly harder to find my way back to the inside
Im standing in the outside looking in
On a world that continues to live
While I'm still in the same place
I'm afraid I will never belong
