The nerd and the jock ( a Myles parrish fanfic)

chapter 39

-Gabbys POV

I felt myself breathing again. I cant move again, but im okay. I really miss myles and its only been a few hours. but im really wondering what she meant by I should stay away from Logan, I mean I know he did this and all but it's also what I wanted even if he didn't know.. I really wanted to die.

-1HOUR-

I still am trying hard to move but I can hear everything going on around me. "Gabby. Please, Please stay with us. You cant die on me. I love you. I really love you.. I don't know how I could let myself let you go. I caused you so much pain and I hate myself for it. Please Baby. If you can hear me squeeze my hand." Someone said and I felt him grab my hand. I tried to squeeze and I finally moved a bit. "Oh my gosh Gabby. I'm so glad you're not dead." I just slowly tried to move again and my eyes fluttered open. "Gabby!!!" Myles and Logan yelled.

I figured out Myles was the one talking to me. "I'm so happy to see you even though I saw you a few hours ago." I said weakly, he looked at me funny. "you've been our for 3 days." "What? no just a few minutes ago I was talking to logan and then I passed out and was talking to my grandmother." "gabby, I talked to you on Friday when u passed out.. its Monday." Logan said sitting on the bed and feeling my head. I grabbed Myles hand. "Can I come back Myles?" "of course babe. I was really hoping you would want to I don't want you out of my sight again." I smile. "I'm sorry Logan-" "don't be sorry I understand. friends?" "Friends." I say faintly.

"When do I get out?" "Well the doctor said because you're doing so well you can go home today." Myles said kissing my forehead. I pull him to me and hug him tight, as a few tears fall. "I love you Myles." "I love you too." he said stroking my arm. he turned my arm over. "no new cuts, im proud of you." He said tracing my scars. I looked away, hearing him sigh. He removed my blanket and lifted my shirt. "Oh gabby." Myles said looking at new cuts. and looking at my thighs. "baby, I'm going to go back to watching you when your in the shower to make sure you don't cut. not like im going to stare you know but I don't want this happening anymore." "I understand. bu-" "dude that's creepy don't do that thats stupid and childish yes she needs to stop but that's not how you handle that shit." "dude stay out of it. Just stop this is between us and not you stop.." "But it's still something she should handle herself and not have a creepy guy watch her shower." "I'm not staring at her the whole time. just watching while she uses the razor and make sure she doesn't cut you stupid asshole." "guys please stop. um Logan it's okay,really I understand why he's doing it." "well I'm sorry for trying to help you." "no no, i know you were trying to help a-" "save it. I'll be back." he said softly. i softly cried to myself as I rolled over. "shhhh. it'll be okay. he's a jerk baby. you know that." myles said wrapping his arm around me pulling me up. "come on we can go home I'll Check you out." "okay, thank you." myles held me bridle style walking me out.
-car-
We haven't talked the whole car ride and it's kinda really awkward. you know? I mean is he mad at..me? I didn't put myself in the hospital. and I wanted to come back, for him. not me I could care less about me. I love him. "what are you thinking about?" Myles interrupted my thinking. I didn't answer I just looked out the window watching the pitter patter of the ran on the window, letting tears roll down my face. he didn't say anything he just sighed. "please talk to me babe." he said rubbing my hand. he sighed again parking the car. we were in the middle of no where. "are you okay?" I nod. he went to move my hair away from my face and I flinched. he just looked at me chocked. "you know I won't hurt you." "i-I know i-I-I'm sorry." he looked at me with a soft look on his face.
"Here you must be cold." myles said handing me a blanket. "thank you." I whispered. I turned back to the window and cuddled into the blanket.. again softly crying. this time I know he couldn't hear it or see it. I had my face on the blanket. "well be home soon." I heard as I drifted to sleep.
A/N:// sorry I know it wasn't very long and in haven't been doing very good updating. I'm really stressed and still going through a lot. and it's a little hard updating everyday or something but I'm going to update every book today. and I know they'll be longer chapters. I hope you enjoyed this though. and as always if you have any ideas for anything just message me or comment it. thank you! And thank you so much for all the love and support and so many reads and votes!! Love you, byee. -HBN