WINTER NIGHTMARE

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When I woke up, the wind was cold. I don't know how the seasons work at the Capitol, maybe Mr Tan can tell me.

But I don't know why my apartment is that cold. I always have to use the heat system, but sometimes it's not enough.

I was eating breakfast with the Tan's, outside the hotel. They had lots of conversation with the fellow members of the District's council and Capitol. And the rumors are not so good...
- Fernanda, how are you? - Ms Tan asked me.
- I am trying not to freak out. My bedroom is cold as heck and I can't change it. All the other rooms are full.
- Don't worry, we won't stay here for too long. Philip has a meeting with Cary Tagawa. Probably it's because of the coal supply we had to cut...
- He's right to do it. We have to know what happened to Lewis.
- I don't know... What if he's gone? We can't do anything else... - She said.
- He is not dead. I believe Mr Tagawa have a surprise for us...

BREAKING NEWS
- The winner of 54th Hunger Games, Lewis Tan, is alive!
AND HE GOT SOME TEA TO SPILL!
Mr Flinch got the exclusive interview with him and he has lots of things to say.

What??????
Lewis is ALIVE?
IT WAS REAL?

Yes. He was on national television. His hair was completely different. He was using a samurai styled hairdo with shaved sides, a total white suit and his eyes were clearer now... They were asking about politics for him. What they have done?

- Lewis, we know that your father is a politician in D12. What should he do next?
- He should stop searching for me right now. I am here and I don't want to come back to D12.
- Are you sure, Mr Tan? What about Fernanda Barton, your lover? Do you want to let her go?
- I... I believe so. She left me to die back there.
- So are you moving on your past relationship with Fernanda?
- Yes.

What is he saying??? This can't be real. The guilt is covering me up even knowing that I didn't let him go at all. What a way to break up with me.

- What are your plans for the future?
- Huh, I guess I can be useful here at the Capitol. I know how Tagawa is not this bad, actually he's a great man... And he wants the best for Panem.
Thank you, Lewis! We're glad you're alive.

I saw lots of people looking at us at the moment. The paparazzi could not stop taking photos of me reacting. I am speechless. I really am.
- Something is wrong with him! He had a brainwash, it is not possible! - Mr Tan was desperate.
I could not say anything. I just wanted to leave that place.
- Fernanda? We will need you! Don't give up on him please... - Ms Tan was trying to say something but I started to run as fast as I could to my bedroom.

I entered the elevator and I couldn't breathe. The air wasn't coming, I thought I was going to have a heart attack or something... I was praying that it would be quick and end this suffering once and for all. But I just dropped and everything else disappeared.

When I woke up, I could not feel my lips. The cold was so intense... What's going on with me? Am I dead? Is Sophia okay?

When I realized that everything was a trap, it was late.
- Hello, Fernanda. Glad to see me, I guess?
- What? No, this can't be real.
- It is. Welcome to my winter nightmare.
- Joe... Why are you doing this? - My hands were tied to the bed and there was a huge stalagmite next to my belly.
- Look, I was next to Lewis when we both woke up. See this scar? - He was with a huge mark on his neck - It was yours.
- I did what I have to do to survive! What happened to Lewis?
- I don't know...
- YOU FREAK! LET ME GO!
- It seems that I am in control now. You still look good... - He started to use his cold hands on my legs, trying to pull my dress up.
I heard my phone ringing, but I could not answer... So, Taslim got it and answered. He used the speakers... I can't explain how mean this man is.
- Hey, it's Julia.
- SIS? You wouldn't dare to get next to her.
- I don't even know where she is... Just answer.

He made me talk on the phone.

- Juju? Sis, it's not a good time to call me.
- Why? Is everything okay? - I heard her voice like she's desperate. But I have to protect her.
- I... I... I can't talk right n-now.
- Why are you gagging? Is it cold in the Capitol?
- Leave her alone. - Taslim hung up the phone.
- WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME???
- I believe it's time to get the revenge you want, right?
- You want me to fuck you?
- That would be amazing, but it's not exactly what I want.
- I don't know what is going on with you, but I know deep in your heart that you are not a bad person. You are not!
- You are!
- Listen up... I didn't want to kill you!
- So why did you try???
- I said I was trying to save lives... Including yours! But you attacked me!
- Well, what do we have here... It seems that the Tan's are going to meet up with Tagawa.
- Lewis... Tell me what happened to him. Please. I give you my body if you say it...
- Oh. Nothing happened to him. He's lucky. He just wants to forget about you.
- You're lying. - My tears were cold just like Joe's hands on my body.
- I... I didn't lie.
- Johannes.
- Stop! - He punched the wall, giving it a huge hole. At least the cold wind was going away.
- Johannes. Leave me alone... Let me be...  You don't want to speak the truth, right?
- I am telling the truth. If you say my name again I will drop this stalagmite into your belly.
- No... Please, no! They have done something to you, didn't they?
- Are you kidding me?
- They have. They lobotomized you, not Lewis.
- You're talking too much... - He made a knife with ice. Please, don't hurt my baby, that's all I am asking.
I was accepting my fate. I would die there...

Someone slammed the door and started to shoot at him... Joe fell into the ground, wounded. I could feel the smell of burning skin... I heard him screaming of pain.

When I saw the one who saved me, I was shocked.
- Mehcad! Help me!
- Let me cut this rope. You're free now! Thank God you're okay...
- Hey, let me finish this. This fight is not yours.
- Take this gun.

I pointed the gun at the wounded cryomancer, who was actually crying. It was painful for me, but I had to execute him.
- You are worse than Chin Han. Now meet him in hell.
I shot his head and it almost blew. I had to leave the place immediately so no one could actually see what I had to do... Even if it was self defense I know I am a public enemy. Grabbed my stuff in my luggage with Mehcad and left the building from the back door.

- What the hell are you doing here, Mehcad? - I had to ask.
- Karen. She was advised by Mr Tan and he had to come, to uncover our district. I am someone who knows you so I came right after they left to D12. - Okay, he got close to Karen. That's actually pretty nice.
- What? Huh, I hope it won't get us in trouble. - I said.
- Me too. There's no time to waste. We need to get back soon.
- I know, but what about the Tan's?
- They are safe. They are negotiating about Lewis right now.
- I don't give a damn about him. I am concerned about them because they helped me. - I said, really pissed off.
- And I hope they bring Lewis... We need to know what happened to him. Let's catch the next bullet train to D12. We must get you back in safety, okay?
- Yes... But I need to hide.
- I brought this mask. Use it while we are travelling okay?
- Sure I will!

And that's what we did. I entered the bullet train with Mehcad. I had to give him a hug before sitting.
- I have no words for what you have done. Thank you... I owe you - I cried while holding his huge arms.
- Hey, you don't owe me anything. I am here because you can save not only Lewis, but Panem. Karen has lots of plans and I am sure you will be excited for them.
- Sure. I will do whatever it takes.
- Get some sleep. I saved the window seat for you...
- Thanks a lot, buddy.

That was a huge relief for me. But somethings are in my mind still. How Joe found me? Who gave my info to him? Maybe someone from that hotel works for Tagawa too.

I still remember his call... The point is, he doesn't know that I have friends who cares about me.

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