𝑭𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆♥️

9 ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴʟᴇss sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ

Yn veetuku poitu avangaloda room ku poi door lock panitu silent aa poi bed la okaruvanga.

Yn:Ena achu.... Na over a kudichitanaa...
avangaluku oru second ethum puriyathu.. marubadiyum ellathaiyum rewind panni pakura apo.

yn~did he cheated on me??....
yes... He cheated me . En kannu munadiye vera oru... Po..ponnaa..

Avlotha... Avangalala mudila. Semmaya azha start paniduvanga... Avanagala anga nadanthatha marakka mudila.avangaloda mind la irunthu atha erase pannanum pola iruku..but what can she do. Nothing.
Annaki night fulla thoongama semmaya azhuvanga.....

Yn~yen Jimin ipdi panna...namma love panra apo nee epdi da intha mari...
***Cries***
Onaku ena pudikalaya.. namma innum oru time kooda kiss pannathu illa... Onaku Jeni mela innum feelings iruka da?? Yen da ipdi pannaa....... Ena pudikalana en kitta sollirukalam.... Enna nee reject pannirukalam
nu semmaya azhuvanga...

Next day school po mattanga. Heavy fever adikum. Avanga amma enga innum school ku kalambala nu room ku paaka varuvanga. Innum thoonguratha pathutu elupi vidura apo avanga odambu nerupu mathi kothikum.

Yn mom: enna ivlo fever adikithu...
nu yn dad and mom avangala hospital kootitu povanga. Fever la Avangalala eyes open mattum tha panna mudinjichu ..but konjm kooda nagara mudila. Aprm hospital la injection potutu medicine la kuduthu anapu vitruvanga.

In the mean time. Jimin botha thelinji pakura apo Jeni veetla iruparu. Night over aa kudichathunala Jeni avanga veetuku kootitu poiduva.Jimin thala valila thalaya tight aa hold panitu na enga irukanu kekura apo Jeni: wake up panitiya..

Jimin: ena achu..na yen Inga irukan??
Jeni: onaku ethum nyabagam illaya??
Nethu nee nalla kudichitu mattai aagita. Athuku munnadi oru ponna kiss panna.

Jimin: na yn a kiss panitana😳..
Jeni: yn aa😂. Onaku nyabagam illaya..nee enna tha kiss panna.
Jimin: onna kiss pannana?? Nee yen kiss panna vitta nu kovam aagiduvaru.
Jeni: na tha vanthu kiss panna ..it's just a dare. Calm down.
Jimin: the fuck🤬.. panrathayum panitu .. calm down uh mayiru nu.
Jeni: Romba eguratha neeyum tha return kiss panna ...

Jimin kovama enchi avaroda phone jacket ellam eduthutu kalambiduvaru. Aprm yn ku ena achu epdi pona veetuku nu therilaye nu call pannuvaru but attend panna matanga.

Seri veetla Theda poranga first veetuku poganum nu veetuku poitu fresh up aaguvaru. Aprm naraya thadava call panna try pannuvaru yn attend panna mattaga..

Jimin~ oru vela najama Jeni a kiss panitana? Athan yn pathutu en mela kovama irukalo? 😕

Avaruku romba guilt aagidum. Yn a hurt pannathunala. Avaru therinji panla. Yen apdi pannaru nu kooda therila. Avaruku Yn a epdi face panrathu nu theriyama yosichitu iruparu. Avar pannathu thappu nu avaruku theriyum but Avaru therinji panla. But yn a hurt panitom avala yemathitomey nu Jimin manasu romba uruthitey irukum.

Next day Jimin school ku pora apo yn a epdi face panrathu..ena solrathu.. Ava kovama irupala...en kooda pesuvala..pesa mattala.. nu yosichitey povaru but yn class la iruka mattanga.

Jimin ku kavalaya irukum. Next day vum vara mattanga. Athukum next day weekend so school leave. Jimin ner la pathu pesanum nu nanaparu but yn varavey matanga school ku. Seri Monday papom nu sogama veetla yosichitu iruparu.

Yn's pov

Enaku annaki semma fever ennala asaya kooda mudila. Hospital poitu vanthu fulla rest la iruntha. Next day vum enala mudila. Evng tha I felt quite alright. Phone eduthu patha apo Jimin oda missed calls irunthuchu. Nethu mrng.

But athuku aprm no calls no text. Seri tdy pannuvan nu wait panitu iruntha. Annaki fulla panla. Next day na school pogala. Apovum Avan kitta no call or text. Next day kooda onnum varala.

Oruvela avanuku en mela love illaya. Na tha theva illama nambitano. Avanuku ena pudikalayo Enaku oru pakkam konjm kooda energy illa. Avan pannatha think panna enaku azhuga kooda varala. But en chest la I can feel the heaviness. Romba valikithu.

Ithu varaikum enaku ipdi feel aanathu illa. Azhuga vantha kooda parava illa.. enaku paithiyam pudikira mari iruku.

Monday na school ku pona. Jimin mela na romba kovama iruntha but irunthalum Avan vanthu ena samathanam pannuvan nu ethir pathan. But na class kulla pora apo Avan enna paka kooda illa. Avan pakathula tha iruntha but niminthu paka kooda illa.

Avanuku oru vela Avan pannathukaga guilty aa feel panrana? But epdi Avan silent aa irukalam. Yen Jimin ethum solla matra?😕 Naney en mind la ipdilam think panitu irukan.

Class mudinji Break la Avan vera desk maritan. Yen ipdi panran? Na ethachum pannitana? Enaku purila. Yen thidinu enna avoid panran. Nyayama na tha avana avoid pannanum.

1 month tha iruku final exams ku. Enala concentrate kooda panna mudila .enala olunga prepare panna mudila. But exams la pass agura alavuku Epdiyo manage panitan. Intha 1 month and exam times la Jimin ena avoid panitey tha iruntha.

Ena samathanam panna oru step kooda edukala. Avanuku guilty aa iruka?? But apdi iruntha enna apdiye vitruvana. Avlothana🥺.. Avan enna love panran nu nanachan .. inaki tha last exam .. enaku avana odi poi hug pannanum pola iruku. But Avan ena yemathitan. But Avan patuku irukan. Avan manasula ena iruku nu kooda therila enaku.

Seri naney poi pesalam nu Avan kitta ponan. Avan locker la books eduthutu irunthan.na Avan pinnadi poi nindu
Yn: Jimin.
But no response.
Yn: Jiminn..
Jimin: na yar kittayum pesa virumbala .
Avan poitan.

Enaku purila.inga ena achu. Yen enna avoid panran. Na enna panna. Na vanthu pesunathey perusu. But en manasu enna vidala ipdiye pesama porathuku. But Avan ipdi solitu poitan.

So... Ellam mudinjiduchaa??

_Author's pov_

Yn oda kannu kalangum control pannitu irupanga.Exam ku time agiduchu. So exam hall poiduranga ellarum. Yn aala eluthavey mudila.but Qs paper easy aa tha iruku.. pass agura alavu eluthi kuduthutu exam paper a staff kitta kuduthutu odi poiduranga veliya.

Jimin yen ipdi panrarunu avangaluku purila. Yn kova padanum. Jimin vanthu convince pannanum. But Inga opposite a iruku. Yn avangala pesa try panni Jimin avoid panitu poitaru . Athan yn aala thangika mudila.

Yn~enna pudikalana sollirukalamey Jimin. Puthusa avoid panra. Hurt aaguthu da.... Valikithu ... Mudila....

Ground la oru marathuku keela poi nindu azha start paniduvanga.

Yn~ nee ena love panranu nanachathu en thappu tha.. ithuku aprm on life la na vara mattan.

Nu kanna thodachitu azhugaya control panitu kalambi veetuku poiduvanga. Exam finish so leave la veetla tha irukanga. Yn ku ulla oru yekkam irunthutey irukum. Jimin msg panna mattana sorry keka mattana nu. But oru msg kooda varathu. Yn ethir pathu yemanthu tha povanga. Avangaluku Jimin a vitu irukurathu romba puthusu.

Friends a iruka apo epomey Jimin Jimin Jimin ..  but ipo antha friendship kooda illa . Jimin yn a avoid panra alavuku yn entha thappum panla. Karanamey illama kashta paduranga yn ..aprm tha avanga dad ku job vera place la kadakum. Place move panuvanga.

_Present _

Ithellathaiyum Yn jk kitta solitu irupanga. Solra apo yn azha kooda matanga.

Yn: enaku vara vara azhuga kooda vara matuthu. Athu nallathu nu nanaka kooda mudila coz Inga romba valikithu (points her heart). Barama iruku. Sela time moochu vida kooda kashtama iruku. En life ipdiye poiduma. Enala avana en mind la irunthu eduka mudila Jk.🥺