Helena pov
Nightmare
"WAKE UP BITCH" my boyfriend Miguel yelled
"M-Miguel please let me sleep im sorry i disobeyed you" i cried i couldnt take other beating
"I SAID GET UP BITCH I DONT CARE IF YOUR TIRED I WANNA HAVE A LIL FUN WITH YOU" He grabbed my legs and tried to pull my pants off...omg he was gonna rape me!!!
"NO MIGUEL PLEASE DONT HELP ME SOMEBODY" i yelled and tried to fight him off me but he was too strong as soon as i know it my pants were off and so was my underwear
"Now spread your legs out you whore" he smiled evilly at me, i shook my head
Next thing i know i felt a sharp pain on my cheeks, i actually cried when he hit me and i never cried before he then grabbed my thighs and spread my legs out i looked up to see him unzipping his pants then crawls on me, we met faced to faced he kissed me roughly and i cried even more his lips taste like beer and shame, i felt something touching my woman part oh god this is it im getting raped and theres no one to same me, he sticks his man part in me then deepens it more and more until he was fully in me, i cried every time he thrust into me i cant believe he took my virginity like this now i feel so insecure and ashamed that i choose the wrong guy to be with i vow to myself that i wont have another lover as long as i live
After he was done i struggled to get up because my thighs were sore i feel like i was nothing just a piece of shit that you can just easily step on
"Get up bitch time for your beating" he grabbed my hair and yanked me off the bed making me land on the floor , he then kicks my stomach breaking every piece of my ribs all the suffer and pain flash through me i couldnt even move any of my muscles in me, after kicking my stomach he grabbed my hair again and clenched his fist
"Now you will learn your lesson you whore" he put his fist in the air midway from my face, he was punching my face repeatly causing everything to sore i couldnt take it anymore so i close my eyes and blacked out
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Waking Up
I woke up feeling tears down my face that bad memory of me and Miguel was like a horror movie inside my head, As i sat up and looked around the room i didnt see Christy anywhere ughh im so angry with her right now whenever i need her to comfort me she always disappear its like shes never there for me when things are important but i bet if it was boy problem she will come running to me with advise
I sighed and looked at my phone i only had 2 messages i checked the first one it was from Christy of course.
Chirsty: we need to have an important talk like ASAP
I shook my head knowing it was gonna be about a guy
Me: ok hurry up to the room
I checked the other message it was from an unknown number...
Unknown: heyyy partner guess who haves your number now ;)
My eyes widen and i immediately slapped myself, HOW THE HELL DID HE GET MY NUMBER?!?!?!.......Christy of course when she gets back we are gonna have a long talk about this
Me: who gave my number to you -.-
Drake: Christy who else wouldve gave it to me
Me: whatever just tell me what do you want
Drake: hmmm i already got what i want beautiful ;)
I flinched when he called me beautiful i never been called beautiful in a long time people always call me a freak or emo girl but never beautiful
Me: dont ever call me that!!!!!
Drake: ok ok damn Hel you didnt have to get all anger
Me: whatever but ttyl bye
Drake: bye babe ;*
I blushed a lil when he called me babe god what is this boy doing to me, i heard the door open and see Christy walking in with a sad expression on her face
i frowned"Christy whats wrong"
She comes to my bed and sits next to me and sighs "Hel i think im in love"
I looked at her with a shock expression she never and i mean never fell in love before this is the first time my best friend said she finally in love with someone, I hugged her and smiled im so happy for her right now maybe this would stop her from sleeping around with random guys
"Who are you in love with exactly"i whispered
She took a deep breathe" im in love with Marcus"
That just made my smile drop does she mean the twin brother Marcus, Drake best friend Marcus the dude that looks like he can get any girl he wants
"Marcus.......Drakes best friend Marcus"
She noded....oh man i wanted to scream on the top of my lungs right now this cant be happening this cant be
"And to top things off we...did it last night"she covers her faces with the pillow
My mouth dropped did she just say they did it last night....while i was here having a nightmare she goes sleeping with a stupid ass guy is she serious right now!!!
"Hel say something please i need your advise right now" she said while putting the pillow down and hugs me tightly on the waist
"Hmmm well the best thing to do right now is to see if he feels the same way"which i highly doubt"if he really likes likes you the way you like like him then you might have a chance with him but you gotta be patient just hang out with him all the time get to know him more to earn his trust then he might ask you to be his girlfriend"
She smiled widely and hugs me even tighter"OMG thank you thank you thank you soo much Hel i love you" she kissed me cheek and laughed
I shook my head and smiled "ok ok now lets shower because right now we both smell like donkey ass" we both laughed
