Write About Lifetimes [EPISTOLARY]

➛ Chapter 67

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kivobrence

1:02 PM

Good afternoon.

Can we talk? I just want to ask something about Sol.

hello

ano yon?

may practice pa kasi kami e

kaya sana if possible, pasabi na agad

o kaya, mamaya na lang

Is she okay?

she is not. 

tutal ex ka naman niya at alam ko namang minahal mo rin yon

sasabihin ko na lang rin

paprangkahin na kita pre ah

she's not okay.

she's currently experiencing problems with her family.

na-ospital mom niya.

her mom is pregnant for almost 2 months

and none of us knew

even sol and her step-dad.

nag-spotting si tita nung nagkasagutan sila ni tito. she got stressed and it affected the baby.

tita is nasa hospital pa and nagre-recover. 

i hate to say this but the baby died.

inaasikaso ngayon ni sol 'yung annulment ng mom and step-dad niya

kasi hindi pa kayang makatayo ni tita. she's still crying everyday. walang tigil. kung titigil man ay nakatulala lang habang hawak 'yung tummy niya.

kaya siguro, hindi pa kayang makipag-usap sayo ni sol

kasi alam mo naman siguro na dati niya pa gustong magkaroon ng kapatid diba?

then after almost 20 years... she almost had 

araw-araw din siyang nagb-breakdown, troy

especially sa nangyari sainyo

she keeps on

screaming your name while she's crying

she keeps on telling me na sana daw nandyan ka para samahan siya habang umiiyak

but you also hurted her

hindi naman sa nanghihimasok ako, ah, pero bigyan mo muna sana siya ng space

lalaki rin naman ako, naiintindihan ko yung pakiramdam na pinagtutulakan ka ng taong mahal mo

sa nakikita ko naman kasi at based sa mga kinukwento ni sol samin, kitang kita ko gaano mo kamahal yung kaibigan ko.

pero sana bigyan mo muna siya ng time to think and process all the things she's been going through right now.

pero at the same time, bigyan mo siya ng attention. make her feel your presence kahit hindi ka niya pinapansin.

i hope you understand what i'm saying

I do.

I understand all of it.

Oh, fuck. I didn't know that she's been going through a lot.

hindi naman kasi masiyadong nagsh-share yang si sol

minsanan lang

lalo na kapag hindi niya na talaga kaya

dun lang siya nago-open up

pero, troy

don't worry

tutulungan naman kita

alam kong wala sa linya ng mga taga-lasalle ang manloko hahahaha (kung hindi ka talaga nagloko??) 

About that, Kivo.

I did not and I will never cheat on her. Believe me. I am aware of my own faults, but in this case, I would never cheat on someone whom I truly love. Kahit naman hindi ko mahal ang isang tao, hinding-hindi rin naman ako magloloko. Bobo na lang ang mga nagloloko ngayon, bro.

totoo, bobo na lang talaga

besides, we may not be close friends pero halata naman sayong hindi ka naman manloloko

like dude, naranasan mo tapos gagawin mo pa sa ibang tao?

i know you're not that kind of person

pero at this point, sobrang clouded na ng utak ngayon ni sol kaya probably, hindi niya kakayanin munang pag-usapan yung tungkol sainyo

alam ko namang ikaw makakapag-pasaya kay sol

kaya if helping you to get to sol's heart again will make her happy and free,  i'll make a way to do it

i'll do anything to make sol happy. syempre, kaibigan ko yan e. angalan namang pabayaan ko na lang na ganyan yan.

nahihirapan na rin kasi kaming makita yung pain sa mata niya tuwing nagkikita kita kami

her eyes looks so dead. it's so drained.

so, yeah

teka may training na kami, maya ulit

Thanks, Kivo.

Goodluck with your training.

sige, salamat!

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