It had been a difficut time for me Johanna, a time where I could no longer understand the nature of my fellow peers. Where I was manipulated and abused day by day, yet, not by you Johanna.
I remember it perfectly, lights circling your face like an angel's halo and your beautiful hand offering me assistance from the floor. I hadn't known that you cared Johanna, yet now I do.
I never noticed who you were, maybe as I hadn't had any time for some girl, but now I remember everything, down to the number of curls that circle your head. Now Johanna, you aren't "some girl", you are my life.
I had metled when your soft almond eyes looked deep within my own, and I shivered as our hands touched. Your cool and pale, mine clamy and figety.
Johanna, did you realiize the love we had at that moment?
Johanna, do you realize I love you so?
I had still been mocked, I had still been shoved and kicked and punched, yet you gave me a reason to go on.
My Johanna, why do you go off and talk with Chris, A tormentor of mine.
I ask this everyday and cry.
I have many pictures of you, yet fear consumes me and I must take them frm afar. Just staring at your face, soo natural and pure from a photo calms my very soul and eats the pain rigth away.
Johanna, my goddess, my love, please never leave me.
