The football captain | Geminfourth

Chapter 12 : Brother

~After three months~

"Dang.. Are you gonna tell everyone??" Fourth and his friends were sitting in the cafeteria of the university and they were drinking the drinks the ordered few minutes ago..

"I dont wanna risk.. If Mom and dad knew that Im dating him you guys are not here drinking coffee with me but drinking nescafe at my funeral.." Fourth said with a sign..

"Dude c'mon? Wachu gonna do?? P'Gem look serious about you.. Plus there are many ppl who trying to hit on him.. Many girls and guys..you need to do something OR you need to 'not be jealous' " dunk said..

"I dont wanna risk.." Fourth signed again..

"Stop signing already.. What? Is this 1923 or something?? This is 2023?? We are in modern age who give damn about sexuality?? You need to come out to your parents.. Maybe they will accept you!! They cant leave both of their children..!" Ford said what he could think of..

"But P'pond? Remember what happend to him..I dont know bro.. I just dont wanna risk.. And plus Im still in 2nd year.. Its not even three months since we started dating and..I dont think he will do the same to me.. He wont leave his family for me.."

"His family isnt homophobic.. As I know his brother is married to a guy.. They live in Canada.. And he came back we days ago..!? Even P'Joong went to visit them..that family isnt like yours.. So dont worry.." Dunk said..

"Yeah his family will accept you.. Aint that enough???" Ford said.. They wanted to help their friend.. But that just made fourth furious..

"Tsk!" Fourth threw the drink on the table and left the cafeteria..

He went straight to the parking area and he drove his car to his apartment... Instead of going to his room he went to the balcony in last floor.. He just wanted to think.. Think what to do.. Cause he knew his family already suspecting him..

Why this chaos?? Isnt what we do is love?? This is all love its nothing complicated.. Its just love and life..

Why people make this life complicated?? They can live their own life and let others live there's... Even if its your kid's life.. Why dont we let them choose what they need to do..!

Why they forbid love?? Why?? Why??

"Why cant you let me love whoever I want!! I just wanna be happy!!" His brothers words was stuck inside his head!!

He remembered the day his brother decided to introduced his boyfriend to his family.. P'pond told mom and dad that hes gonna take his lover home and they were really happy about it.. But the moment they got to know that its was a guy, they turned into devils..

Fourth still remember how mom screamed and said bad things to phuwin and pond..

~ Flash back ~

"Why cant you let me love whoever I want!! I just wanna be happy!! My happiness rely on him!! Hes my special person!! Hes my life!! And one and only for forever!!" Pond screamed out loud..

"Son!! Please try to understand!! Dont make me angry!! Hes a guy!! Hes a guy!! A boy and like a boy!! Its disgusting !! I cant tell anyone that my son is dating a guy..!!" Fourth's mom said with a clam voice but it was filled with anger..!

"Mom!! Please!! Can you understand!!? Love is love!! Thats it!! This world has many issues than thinking about boys loving boys or girls loving girls!! Its normal mom.. I love phuwin and Phuwin loves me what is other than that??" Fourth was crying! And phuwin was also trying not to cry!!! But P'Pond was strong enough to fight for himself..

"I dont want a gay son!" His dad screamed!!

"I dont want crazy parents!!" Pond scremed!! He wasnt being second to his dad..

"Shut up!!" His mom slapped him..

"This is how you treat your kids?? No.. Then I dont want you and your husband..I dont wanna live with you.."Pond said and he walked to the door.. He held phuwin's hand..

"If you choose him.. Then leave.."

"You dont need to say.. Im going to.. Fourth.. Take care baby.. P'pond loves you.." Pond said to his parents furiously but he tried to smiled at fourth through his tears.. He didnt even hesitate to leave everything behind for the one he loved..

"P'pond dont go!!!" Fourth was crying.. And he ran towards his brother.. He begged him to stay!! Cause he loved his brother so much..

"Baby.. Listen okay?? If you love someone so much and you know that you cant eat, sleep,breath without them.. You need to choose them.. Okay?? Ill be back soon.. Ill take you too.." Pond smiled and told fourth what he need to know in the future.. And kissed him on his forehead.. He held phuwin's hand and left that house for forever.. But he forgot to take his soul with him.. He left it with his brother..!! He loved his brother so much but maybe he loved his lover more!! He chose happiness.. And fourth wasnt mad at him for that !! Fourth is still not but he was mad that his brother left him with his parents knowing that he was also gay..

~Flash back ended~

"I miss you P'pond.." Fourth wipped his tear away..

"Where are you?? You brother is crying alone.. No ones here to hold him.." he looked at the sky and mumbled..

"You have me my love..Ill hold you.." He felt two hands slowly wrapped around his waist and someone mumbled to his ear that he has him..he recognized that voice.. So he didnt even move..

"Im scared.. I love P'Gem.." He mumbled again..

"So do I.. I love you too..!!" Gemini placed a kiss on his boyfriends neck..it was the first time he said 'I love u' to fourth..

"P'Gem.. Im scared.. Im scared that I will have to leave you.. I love you P',I dont wanna leave you.. Fourth doesnt want to leave you.. But I'm the only one my parents have now.. So I dont wanna disappoint them but its my life right?? I cant give away my life to my parents.. I did many things they wanted me to.. I dont wanna ruin my life..!!" Fourth was crying.. His tears droped when he told what he felt to his boyfriend..

"Mother asked me if Im dating someone.. And she told me 'dont be like your brother' I feel like she knows something.." Fourth said when gemini faced him..

"Everything going to be fine..!! Love.."

"By the way.. Lets go somewhere.. I wanna take you to see something.." Gemini smiled and hold Fourth's hand..

"Lets go.."

I'll update as soon as possible.. This story is gonna end soon.. ❤️☺️