my mafia husband

mission

It's been 1 month after that incident and me and jungkook had came pretty close to eachother, we play , eat together, go out , he is teaching me self defence more and shooting, and in this time i forgive him for that previous incidents and to be honest i also developed feelings for him and i m thinking of confessing him today.

It was Sunday and we both were cuddling, not ready to leave eachother's warmth “ princess?” to which i hummed , eyes still closed “ i have to tell you something ” he said as i finally looked at him“ what is it koo?” i asked. He was a little tensed . I kissed his cheeks assuring that he can tell me“ uh it's just i have a mission today, so i might be a little late princess ” he said as i chuckled, he saw me with confusion “ it's fine koo no problem you finish your mission. I'll be fine ” “ you sure princess?” he said as i nodded and he kissed my forehead we also started a little skinship and nicknames and with that we both went inside the washroom to brush our teeth and to play while brushing.

As he came out with me on his back giving me a piggy back ride to the dinning table  . He made me sit on the chair and sit in his one , as we started eating with chit chatting could still feel him being worried about me i held his hand “ I'll be fine koo don't worry and even if something happens I'll call you and maids and guard are there so don't worry and focus on your mission ” i said as he smiled and kissed my hand's top while smiling.

As we finished he took a shower and came downstairs, while i was just downstairs watching TV. “ alright princess I'll leave now . I love you ” as he said i held his wrist and stopped him from going. I was a little worried, it's not the first time he his going for a mission after marriage. He already had gone two times , and i was never tensed about it but this time i don't know i felt a little weird “ take care of yourself and your team ” i said while giving him a little food that i made for him and his team members . He smiled softly and pulled me in a hug “ i can't promise but I'll come soon ”  he said and kissed my forehead and left . I just stared at his disappearing figure.

I quickly got my phone and i did a conference call to BTS members except jungkook “ hello y/n ” “ hi oppaa ” the first one was hobi oppaa and one by one everyone came “ actually i called you guys to wish you all the best please don't get hurt oppaa and i also sended some good for you guys please eat it , and i also want to say that please take care of eachother, i m kind of a little more worried than usual time so please look out for eachother and you know what i mean um like take care of jungkook ” i said “ don't worry my sis we gonna take care of eachother and jungkook and ourselves and also eat your food don't worry ” i heard jin oppa say and other agreed and with that i  hung up the call .

I came close to BTS too they all treated me like their own sister and assured me that jungkook truly loves me and that helped too even i see them as my brother they always got my back .

It was 11 am and jungkook had left at 8 am . I heard someone coming as i turned my head i saw my friends coming indicating that jungkook had already told them . It's usual whenever jungkook isn't there he'll send the person i m close to , so that I'll not won't be bored and alone . “ jungkook told you , didn't he?” i said while chuckling and they agreed. With that we had our lunch

By now it was 5 so we bid our good byes and they left . I decided to have a nap so i went inside our room and slept.

I woke up when someone Shaked me . It was one of our maid she was crying “ what happened why are you crying ” i asked being panicked “ Mrs Jeon, Mr Jeon ” she said while crying, not able to speak. While i felt my heart beat racing too fast   i got up and stood infront of her “ Mr Jeon what ? What happened to jungkook?” i asked but she just pointed at the door . I didn't wasted any time going out of the room and heading downstairs.

I saw what i never wanted to see in my life jungkook laying on the ground while bleeding. And BTS members standing infront of him crying. The guards, the maids everyone was crying. I held myself and went to jin oppa asking what happened “ i m sorry y/n we couldn't save jungkook ” as he said i felt someone took my heart way , my whole world crashed into pieces, in million pieces.

Anger took over me , i gripped Jin oppaa's collar and started shouting “ you said that you'll take care of him , then how did all this happen ”  i said as he just looked down . I yanked his collar and came to the person i wasn't ready to leave in any way . As i saw him my knees went weak , i fell on my knees and caressed his cheeks .

Tears started coming out i feel myself killing. I cried , cried my heart out yelling his name . Expecting him to comeback embrace me and tell me that ' princess i m here don't worry ' i feel more guilty for not providing him love , for not accepting him on time , for confessing to him that i love him more than my life .
“ JUNGKOOKKKKKKKKKKK”