Insecure

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I stand in front of the mirror looking at myself how could I be so fat. Why can't I just be like Kendall Jenner or better yet a Victoria secret supermodel.

I'm just fat, lazy old y/n why would a guy like Shawn ever want this. I'm a complete mess, I walk to the bathroom and lock the door behind me and taking a hold of my tooth brush.

I stare at it for a good five minutes contemplating if I should stick down my throat, I choose to and soon my lunch comes up on the floor.

" Y/n, babe where are you " I hear Shawn's voice, I feel dizzy and weak and I fall and hold on to the side of the bathtub.

I hear foot steps rush to my side and I black out.

I wake up in Shawn and I 's shared bed seeing Shawn laying next to me dry tears on his cheeks.

His eyes flutter open and fully open, he doesn't say anything and just wraps his arm around my waist.

" Y/n " Shawn whispers, " yeah " I reply " why did you do this" he says weakly. " Because I'm fat and ugly and don't deserve you.

" Babe, Your perfect and beautiful,smart funny and Sexy don't ever think you have to change who you are because of me or anyone your you and and you are the only girl I want, and I Love You" Shawn says making me smile so wide I think Russia could see it.
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Hey guys this my first request it was requested by __Lolaaa__
Thanks girl for requesting I hope you liked it.😆😆

P.s you should love yourselves because we are beautiful people that God put here for a reason.

God loves you no matter what religion, sexuality, race , height, weight, age, or gender even if you don't believe in him he will still love you. 😇👼🙏

Bye my little ....okay guys now that I have a good amount readers I want to give guys a kind of fan name.

Comment some cute names

And thank you for 1.25k readers love you guys.👍👌😍😘😜😝😀

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