He Kills

Chapter Thirty Two

Warning: NSFW 18 +

Brooke's POV:

All the way huh? Of course up until I met Jeff I thought it would be Zach who would take my virginity. Caress my skin, ease the goose bumps away and lay me down while hovering on top of me. I sat in the bathroom huddling my knees to my chest. I told Jeff that I needed a few minutes to freshen up but honestly I needed a few minutes to process everything. Ever since I met Jeff my life has been constant there wasn't any down time and truly it was great for awhile. Not having to worry about anything because something new was happening but being here, isolated. It does something to you.

My hands shakily untied my hair and I swooped it behind the nape of my neck and looked at myself in the mirror. Was it going to hurt? Would I feel the same after? Had Jeff done it before? All these questions these worries swarmed my mind and I couldn't help but to feel overwhelmed . Back on the beach when I had immaturely asked him if we could do it - I was out of place my brain was scattered from what happened and now since being level-headed, I understood that - sex comes with consequences and was I ready for them? There was a gentle knock at the door that interrupted me from my rumination.

"Brooke?" Jeff's voice was calm and I heard the small thud of him pressing himself up against the door. "Are you okay, do you need more time?"

Quickly I turned around and pulled the door open revealing myself to Jeff. He stood over me like always and smiled a true genuine smile and took in my appearance.

"You didn't answer my question but your hair looks nice down." He leaned against the door frame and rested his head at the top of it.

"Have you done it before?" I blurted out and then quickly tried to recover, "I-I don't mind I'd just like to know what I'm getting into and-"

"Yeah I have.." He cut me off to honestly say. "It was back in the beginning of high school, it's been awhile for me." His large hands cupped mine. "Have you?"

I shook my head then started, "No. Zach and I had been together for a year but as he said I never gave it up. It never felt like the right time.."

It was true. Zach was really persistent with it for awhile. He'd accidentally leave condoms on my bed or in my bathroom then act oblivious and say, "Oops these must of fallen out!" Or he'd straight up keeping pestering me about it till he finally realized I wasn't going to budge. Hence the whole Sarah and Zach incident.

Jeff unlatched my hands and cupped my cheeks his palms were warm against my face and he lifted my head so we would meet eyes, "Does it feel like the right time now?" He asked.

I swear in that moment I could of melted into his grasp and become a pool of nothingness. "Mhmhm." Was all I could muster up as a reply before stepping into him closer. My body yearned for his.

His hands dropped from my face and one hand found their way to the base of my neck he softly wrapped it around.His hand was so big he could almost hold my neck fully, "Say yes."

My breathing hitched and I could feel my heart beat in my stomach. He started applying a moderate amount of pressure, "Say it." He repeated while glaring down at me his black eyes penetrating my doe eyes.

"Yes." I whined under his control. My feet shifted in nervousness and I felt my palms start to sweat.

His slight grin was evidence he was enjoying this. He looked down at me and pressed his lips together, "What do you me to do you." His eyebrows raised as his free hand dipped under my shirt and slowly crept up my chest. "Tell me Brooke," he demanded while he rubbed against my bare chest crawling his hand towards my breast but stopping before getting there.